When we first started talking i didn't think it would go anywhere but i was so wrong.. I think i started to like you when i first met you. You're the last thing i think about before i go to sleep the first person i think of when i wake up & the only person i dream about. Sometimes i wonder what goes through your head when you hear my name. I wish i can flip a switch & i cant just lose my feelings for you but sadly thats not how life works. You're like a drug to me so wrong, but so addictive. the first time you made me cry my friends told me to stop talking to you & find someone else.. i should have took there advice but instead i fell for you & look where that's gotten me. You always lead me on making me think that you feel the same way & that we actually have a chance together you made me feel like i actually meant something to you so when i asked you if you felt the same about me what did you say? "I don't like you, we're only friends." hearing those words broke me. When i tried to let you go & get over you, you pulled me back in & led me on some more then what happened? You hurt me again. The same thing happens over & over again. Once you broke my heart i got so scared to get attached again. I have this fear that every person i start to like is going to break my heart & hurt me like you hurt me. But sometimes i still think that maybe one day you'll wake up & realize that I'm the one for you. But i know one day I'll finally realize you aren't the one for me & then i can finally look at you & feel absolutely nothing.
