Alice's pov
I could tell they hated the movie now because I replayed it for like wat ....5 hours straight and then anti pulled the CD out and broke it
" I really hate that movie its not true so grow up already damn " he said I started to cry and I mean hard I ran to my room and slammed my door locked it and covered up the little hold so they can't get in
I cried for hours and hours when I looked up I could see it was nighttime I didn't care I still cried then I heard I knock on the door
" go away " I yelled crying I didn't want to see anybody
" open the door " that irish bastard said
"hell no go away u Irish cock sucking green haired two colored eye bastard " i said I heard another voice I just covered my eyes then I felt somebody sot on the bed I looked up and it was dark
" how did u get in " I said wiping my face my eyes were puffy and red from crying and tears stained my cheeks
" they keyhole " he said I face pamled myself I just layed back down on my pillow looking away from him if only he knew how much I love he and how much I yearn for him to love me back and move from anti to me gosh man life sucks my heart hurts
" I do know Alice's I can't love u I mean I can with my black heart but bit o still can't I'm in a relationship right now of i wasn't I would give u a chance but I can't " he said sitting me up
I looked into his beautiful eyes that made my heart want to kiss him but the other part telling me don't do it fuck it I will do it
I leaned in close to him turned my head a little and kissed him it didn't move at first then he kissed back his tongue was cold to my heat
He ran his hand up the side of my ribs and it set my body on fire god I ran his hand up to my neck and it became more passionate
He French kiss me and let me tell I've died and went to heaven when he did that then the opened and in came anti with mark I heard a gasp then a whimpering sound we pulled back and saw anti had tears in his eyes he ran out the room
" anti wait come back that meant nothing to be she's just nothing to me your my everything I will kill her of u ask me too plz anti don't leave me I would cry my eyes out from the pain I will always love u and only u plz don't leave babe I love u " he said walking out the room I started to cry a little bit from every word tears dropped as I heard anti saying love u and him just not saying anything.
I looked to see mark I faked a smile I just pulled the cover back over my head and layed their crying I heard the door shut I just wanted to lay in this one spot and die I knew it was too good to be true god man I hate it
- your stupid and u will never fine someone to love a beast like u
- look at yourself your a crybaby u cry all the time
- u can't do anything u need to kill yourself I would be better for everybody anyways SL just kill yourself ok
- yea just kill yourself nobody cares about I anyways
I started to shake
" that's not true mark cares Felix cares jack cares about me your wrong ok your wrong they care ok " I said kept saying it I was shaking and my breathing got harder and I couldn't breath I heard the door open next thing I know I was pulled into a huge chest I knew it was mark because of the smell of fresh pine and chocolate my breathing calmed down I don't know why I'm acting like this around him he's better than my medicine I take a drug that I won't get enough of of run out of a drug that so intoxicating u don't want anybody else having it.
I hugged him back he started tp stroke my head singing sweet nothings in my ear I soon fell asleep in his arms with him rubbing my head and his smell was enough to nock me out.
I woke up hours later I checked the time and it was 1:37 in the morning I looked around tp see I had a blanket on me but not mine it was marks blanket I cuddle up in the blanket his smell so sweet and natural st the same time chocolate and fresh vanilla and pine at the time and walked downstairs and got me some ice cream and watched titanic I love it but it was sad jack died in it but he loved her so he had to do it for her.
Half way threw the movie I heard someone walking into the loving room I looked to see it was dark
" hey watch u watching " he said sitting really close tp me I just pushed that thought out of my head
" hi and I'm watching Titanic I'm st the part where he is painting a picture of her naked with the pendant on " I said he sat closer and he slipped his arm around me I scooted away from him to the other end of the couch he just scooted closer to me his hand was on my thigh
" why did he paint her like that again ??" Dark asked as he was pulling me into his all
" because she wanted picture of her with that pendant and I better go ok I'll see u in the morning " I said getting up with the blanket I walked pass my room to marks room.
