what did you do?
can you understand me? do you know who i am?
if you do, please tell me, i want to know.
i'm scared, please help me, i can't do this by myself,
but that's how you left me, scared and alone,
you took everything i had, left me with nothing, i need you back.
don't you know? don't you care? you're with her now, maybe you always were,
even when you hadn't met her.
you promised. you swore i was the only one. and i loved you.
maybe i still do. maybe you no longer care.
you said i was a true friend, i silently disagreed, said no, this is love,
caring so much to sacrifice my own will, my own life for you.
you hurt me, so badly, i hated you, then i looked again.
i hated myself, hated who i was. i still do.
you promised to help me find myself, but here i am, still lost.
does anyone care?
does anyone know my torment?
my sorrow?
the reason i can't smile?
never knew me, no one's found her, the real me, trapped down deep inside...
you don't care anymore, no one does, not even family, it's tiring.
someone save me from this misery in which i reside.
someone..... will they finally care enough to help?
