Stuck In The Mind

Growing Up Troubles

I guess I never realized this fear I have,

Until recently

A grandparent of mine was filling my head with worry

I'll be an adult in less than a week.

I'll be on my own

I won't be able to ask for help any more

I'll be living without the eyes of a vulture ,

The same vulture that calls me careless and a wench in the same sentence

But then again maybe I'm glad that I'd be away

But I'm scared to be on my own

I'm afraid I'll do something,

 I'll regret concerning major decisions 

I'm so conflicted

I just want to curl into a ball most nights

I can't makeup my mind

I'll cry myself to sleep over this