(A/N: Hey guys. So this is my first story and I'm sorry if it's not good, but I tried XD I hope you enjoy! Please leave comments after you read it and let me know how it's going and if I should continue. Thanks c:
Chapter 1
*Lillian's POV*
He was out. Again. I paced back and forth for hours wondering when he would walk through the door. I looked at the ticking clock on the wall and the time read 3:47 am. I walked to the window and looked outside hoping that his car would be there. But it wasn't. I sat on the couch and turned on the tv hoping that would get my mind off of Austin not being home yet. I flipped through all the different channels, but nothing could get my mind off of him. As I turned the tv off I heard the door open. My head turned to the door and I shot up. A drunk Austin came stumbling in. I stood there with my arms crossed.
"Sup" he slurred as he stumbled over to the couch and sat down
"Sup?" I questioned. "It's almost 4 in the morning, Austin, I've been worried sick!" I yelled
"I told you I was going out" he stood up and got a beer from the fridge
I walked over to him and took the beer out of his hand and placed it on the counter
"But you need to be home Austin. I'm your fiance and you should be home with me sleeping, not going out partying all night and coming home drunk almost every night" I said
"You can't tell me what I can and can't do Lillian, you're not my fucking mom!" he yelled in my face.
He clenched his fists and walked closer to me, and that really scared me. I've never seen Austin this bad before. He's never even yelled at me like this before. This isn't the Austin I loved.
"Austin I'm just trying to help" I said as I backed away from him.
He got closer to me and raised his hand to me. "You're just making everything worse!" he screamed and slapped me right across the face.
I brought my hand to my cheek, shocked at what just happened. I looked up into Austin's eyes and saw his face immediately soften.
"Lilly I- I.." he stuttered.
I looked down at my hand and saw the large ring on my finger. Memories of when Austin proposed to me came rushing back.
*Flashback*
"Where are you taking me Austin?" I laughed. He had his hands over my eyes for what felt like an hour
"You'll see" he said in my ear.
"Watch your step, love" he said as he guided me around, making sure I didn't trip over anything.
"Okay..are you ready?" he asked
"I've been ready for like 10 years" I laughed
"Okay" he uncovered my eyes and I looked at the breathtaking view.
"Austin this is beautiful." I gasped.
We were up high on a hill with no one around. The sun was setting and there were so many buildings in the distance. He had set a table for two with food, and drinks and pretty twinkly lights around it. It was perfect.
"I'm glad you like it..but there's a reason why I brought you up here" he started biting his lip and playing with his fingers. He only did that when he was nervous. I got nervous
"And what's the reason?" I asked.
He got down on one knee and took a little velvet box out of his pocket. I covered my mouth with my hands and immediately started to cry. "Lilly" he began. "I've known you for a long time...since the first day I met you, I knew that you were the one that I wanted to be with. I promise with all my heart that I will love you, I will be there for you, I will support you, and I will treat you like a princess, because you deserve all of that. You are the most beautiful person I have ever seen in my entire life, and I want you to be mine...forever. Will you marry me?"
"YES AUSTIN, YES YES YES" I screamed and jumped into his arms. I placed a soft kiss on his lips and put my head on his shoulder. "I want to be with you forever Austin, nothing will ever come between us"
*End of flashback*
I slid the ring off of my finger and threw it at him.
"Fuck you Austin. Have a good life" I yelled.
I grabbed things I needed and stormed out of the house. I never wanted to see him again.
I woke up. Another dream about Austin. I've been having the same dream almost every night. I wanted this to stop. I wanted to forget about Austin, but I couldn't...I still loved him, but I needed to get on with my life.
