I'm Sorry, Phil

Is This How I Have To Be?

*Dan's POV*

*flashback*
"Don't ever come back here again you fag. You have no place here. Go back and cry to your mommy because no one cares about you here" I started crying and running and i didn't stop running. I ran until i couldn't run anymore. I ended up in a strange place, I know it was surrounding Manchester.
     *flashback over*

I woke up crying, shaking, and afraid of what was going to happen next. I don't want to live like this anymore. The way they treat me, they way they taunt me. They fuck with my mind even when they're not near me. Is this the way I have to be?

"Don't worry, dude. It'll all be okay, i promise." I hear a deep voice say to me. I'm currently living with my best mate, Phil. He's the only person who can calm me down, the only
person who cares enough to try and help me. "Phil! Where have you been?" I said with a bit of fright in my voice. "Don't worry about me. Are you okay? I heard you crying from outside and i came up here as soon as i could"

My goodness he's so sweet. He makes me so happy. His beautiful blue eyes and his jet black hair. it just tu-
wait
no
i'm straight
i can't think that. What the fuck Dan.