1995 {smosh}

chapter eleven; b i t c h.

"You alright?" Mari asked, she had caught up with me and we had just been walking together in silence. It felt nice to be with someone, I hadn't felt ready to talk but Mari's presence calmed me. "I'm so confused, this is all my fault, I shouldn't have been so gullible." I told her. "I feel so stupid."

"Don't. Don't you dare blame yourself. Trust me, Olivia, this isn't your fault." She said and we stopped so she could pull me into a hug.
"I wish things could go back to the way they were, and I, i wish it could've been real... for him like it was for me." I cried softly into her shoulder.

"I'm not excusing him of what he did - but I think for Anthony it was real, well I know it was." She said.

I stayed silent. Even if it was, it didn't matter now, he betrayed my trust and he knows how much I prize trust above anything else with people.

"Do you wanna make our way back? I told the guys to take Anthony back to the place, it's just Courtney and Lily back at the cafe." She said. I nodded. I didn't feel like talking to much after my outburst.

We approached the cafe and both lily and Courtney at once pulled me into a group hug. I gave them a gentle/forced smile and we began to walk back.

"I think, I think I might go home." I said.

"What? We're almost there now." Mari said confused.

"No, home." I repeated.

"Oh."

"Why would you go home?" Lily suddenly said, the others glared at her but she kept going, "you have the perfect opportunity to make him jealous. Think about it, bikinis, parties, boys. You know Anthony would go insane if he saw you just talking to another guy."

Then I thought about it, I came to the conclusion that it was a really bitchy thing to do, but I feel like being a bitch.

Sorry it's short; but I'm getting back into it :)