Uncalled For Love

Princeton's P.O.V

I stood there looking dumb as hell. I slowly walk backwards into the walk as Ray's, unidentified, friend marches toward me.

"Uh' Can- can you not." he smirks "Can I not what ?" . He grabs my wrists and pulls me down the hall to Ray's room.

"Sit down on the bed and take your pants off." I shake my head 'no' and he throws me onto the bed. He climbs on top of me fumbling with my zipper and button. I look for Ray, but he's not there. I close my eyes and hope that this will be over soon, when I hear the door close.

I go to see who it is but I'm quickly flipped over. I see Ray-Ray come stand next to me when the worst feeling comes.

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That horrible person, that I still have no damn idea who he is, left and I sit on the bed rocking myself back and forth. Ray-Ray comes and sits next to me on his bed. This is not okay.

"Hey Prince. I- are you okay ?" he asks with a small voice. I ignore him and he scoots closer. I moved further away but he still got closer.

"I'm sorry Prince." "Go Away." I said, in a voice so small I didn't even notice I said anything, and pushed him away.

A hurt expression flashed in his face and he apologized once more. I pulled my legs closer to my body, trying to make myself as small as possible. The last thing I wanted right now was, in fact, nonexistence.

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Days passed and I still didn't speak to Ray. Interviews were mainly silence from me or short and awkward answers. Prod and Roc noticed and asked me what was wrong but I just faked a smile and shook my head.

....

"Do you guys wanna come to the movies with us ?" As I was about to agree to go with Prod And Roc, Ray-Ray says yes and I quickly decline.

"Why not Prince ?" Ray asks. I ignore him and give Prodigy bull ass excuse. "I can't." "Why not though ?" Roc adds.

"Because, I have to watch Noah and Mady-" "Bullshit." Ray cuts me off. Its true, they're out of town, but I don't wanna be by Ray-Ray. I can't.... can I ?

"Nah, I'm okay. I don't feel well anymore." my ex-bestfriend lies while starring dead at me. I tear away from his soul burning gaze and begin to walk away, as do Prodigy and Roc. Ray-Ray grabs my wrist, and I jerk my arm back.

"What ! And don't touch me !" I snap. He looks taken aback before he puts on a hard expression. "Listen, okay. How many times can I say sorry Princeton ? I am sorry." He fumes and I refuse his apology. I begin walking again and he picks me up and throws me over his shoulder.

"Put me down Rayan !" " No." Ray walks through a door. "Rayan De'Quann Lopez !" He throws me down on a couch, his couch.

"Jacob Anthony Perez !" Being in this house brings back terrible memories and I'm back to rocking myself, back and forth.

"Prince... Princeton. I- can we. I'm sorry. I'm so so so so so so so so so sorry." Back and forth. Back and forth.

"Can you please forgive me please ?" Ray touches my leg and that horrible boys face is back in my head. Terrible memories haunt my mind and my breathing goes uneven.

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I've been at Ray's for hours and he still hasn't stopped saying sorry.

"Jacob I mean it. I don't know what the hell I was thinking. I- he. I'm sorry. I seriously am. You are my best friend and I don't know why I'd bring that type of shit upon you. I apologise Prince. Please, please forgive me." he pleads. like the dumbass I am, I look at him and nod 'yes'.

He opens his arms and I move into them and cry for as long as he apologised.

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