I'm really selfish to the point that i can steal the person that my bestfriend loves . Her first love but he didn''t love her back because even at the beginning I know that the one that he likes is me , they don't have any relationship because the boy wants my bestfriend to be his friend .
I didn't distance myself we always chat about stuffs for hours everyday , he's really sweet and caring I don't know why i didn't push him away maybe because no one has ever treated me that way .
She's always hurt when the one that she loves talks about the girl that he likes . Weird that I'm the one who's comforting her whenever she's hurt when she needed someone to let out her emotions or thoughts weird that I gave her advices for her situation even if I'm the one who has put her in that kind of state .
It's so new and weird to me I'm confuse about everything that's happening but what can I do ?
I am the one who is responsible for all of this it's because of the desicion that i made from the very start .
To let him in my life.
