She sees the world though TV screens
All of her friends in magazines
Everyday she lives a broken dream
Making her own reality
There's lots of makeup on her face
To cover up an emp-
I turned off my alarm and groaned, rubbing my eyes as I sat up, I checked my phone, well actually twitter I don't expect any one to talk me mainly because I have no social life and everyone hates me so yeah
I grabbed my uniform that I had set out the night before and went into the bathroom, I showered and "stuff" before going back into my room to start on my hair
I had just finished and done my makeup when I heard the front door slam, I internally groaned before grabbing my keys and phone hoping to sneak down the stairs
I had nearly made it to the door when a figure stood infront of me"and where the fuck do you think you're going?" it yelled
"M-mum what are you doing out already?" I stuttered out, not doing a good job of hiding how nervous I was
"They let me out, okay? Got a problem with it?" she snarled at me, the smell of alcohol hitting me like a slap in the face
"Didn't say I did, I've got work I need to leave" I mumbled trying to get past her
"Ha are you fuck, get your fat ass back here" she spat grabbing a chunk of my hair and pulling me back with it
"Fucking hell, get off me" I exclaimed, feebly trying to get away from her
"Don't swear at me!" she spat before letting go off my hair and smashing my head to the ground
I let out a whimper but otherwise stayed quiet, I learned from past experiences if I tried to fight it id come off on the wrong end
I closed my eyes as i lay on the floor and prayed that she was done until I felt a sharp blow to my head, I let out a yelp unintentionally earning me a slap from the woman I get the pleasure to call mum
"Worthless good for nothing little brat" she growled giving me another kick in the face, this time I couldn't keep the tears in
'Whiny little bitch aren't you, why did you dad have to die? Why couldn't it of been me? He should of been stuck with you"
Ouch. That hurt the most.
"You know what Charlotte? Fuck you." she spat before kicking me in the ribs one last time before storming up stairs but not very stable or safely as she clearly wasn't sober not that it'd make much difference if she was
I lay on the floor for a couple minutes more before something clicked in my brain reminding me that she could come back downstairs at any minute
I mustered the last bit of strength I had in me and dragged myself to my car
I looked in the mirror to find my face was bleeding and one eye had nearly swollen shut and was bruising black and purple
Every time I went to breathe in there was a sharp pain in my ribs
I knew they were most likely broken and I should go to a hospital to get them checked out but over here you have to pay for medical care unlike Scotland and frankly I didn't have the money and to top it off I'm already late for work
15 minutes and a hell load of pain later I arrived at work, everything I said to Demi yesterday came flooding back to me and all I could do was hope she wasn't there
I started walking towards the gym, tears threatening to spill due to the pain with every step but I kept them in
Once arriving at the gym I opened the door to see a familiar blue haired person on the same treadmill as yesterday
oh great cause that's just the icing on the cake
The door shut behind me and she turned to look, she realised it was my and turned away again but seconds later she looked back probably her brain registering the damage done to me and my face
She gasped before coming over to me
A/N here's your update :) I hope y'all are enjoying this fanfic so far, it's my favourite one I've written yet :) please please comment because your feedback and opinions mean the world :*
