Jax lays in bed with Jon the night before their wedding and they are cuddling. Jon holds Jax tight and kisses his head. "You waiting for the boys to take you to your party?" Jax asks looking up at Jon. "Yeah. Lily Dan and Jason still coming over?" Jon asks looking down at Jax. "Mhmm" Jax replies pushing Jon onto his back when Jon grabs Jax's ass. Jax gives Jon a deep kiss.
The band comes in quietly when Jon nor Jax answers the door of their house. They all wait in the kitchen and send Reginald to see where they are.
A few minutes later Reginald comes back down blushing and all giggly. "Jax is getting laid" Reginald says when he sits down with the others. Jimmy chuckles and sees Jax's ducks outside. James records Jimmy chasing the ducks around. They all laugh. Eventually Jon comes down.
Jon leaves with his band.
Jax is asleep in his bed half naked his tattooed chest showing and one leg sticking out. Lily comes up to check on him. "Jax" she says quietly opening the door. Jax growls a little and turns over. "Jaxxie Bear!" Lily says pouncing on Jax. Jax wakes up laughing and hugs Lily. "Hi Pumpkin" Jax says smiling. Jax then gets up and pulls on a shirt and some pants.
Jax lays on the couch with Lily and Jason. Dan curls up on the end and is fast asleep. Lily falls asleep on Jax's shoulder. Jax and Jason talk about the wedding. "I'm gonna be 24 next month" Jax says looking at his hand with the engagement ring. "It's crazy you gonna get drunk?" Jason asks reaching over to rub lily's shoulder.
"Hell yes" Jax says smiling.
Later that night at 3 am Jon comes home and lays down with Jax.
Jax is far away dreaming.
Jax's dream
Jax stands next to Jon in a church burning down. The church crackles and burns quickly. Jax looks at all the dead bodies around him and holds the knife in his right hand. Jax turns to look at Jon and Jon stabs him in the heart 50 times. Jon smirks and picks up Jax's body carrying him home.
Jax wakes up.
Jax screams and shoves Jon off.
Jon grabs him trying to calm him down.
Jax gets up in a panic attack and goes and locks himself into the bathroom. Jax punches the mirror hard and grabs a piece of the glass. Jax leaves deep cuts in his wrists all the way up his arms. Jax sobs and slams his arm against the mirror cracking it more and blood seeping into the cracks. Jon picks the lock to the door and sees Jax hitting the mirror over and over again with his arm unable to feel it. "Fuck" Jax screams slamming his arm again before a crack makes Jon almost puke. Jax whines and holds his arm blood pouring onto the floor. Jon grabs him and quickly starts wrapping his arm with his shirt. Jon takes Jax to the hospital.
Jax has a severe case of bipolar disorder and really bad self harm when he has nightmares.
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FantasyThe second book to Living On A Prayer. This time instead of Jon being hard on Jax and him leaving it's a new life. Jax and Jon will soon be Jax and Jon Davis. Life seems normal until a baby is thrown in the mix.. How will Jon and Jax take this new...
