Rejecting suitors is one of the things I feel guilty to do yet I have to. I hate it.
Until I found something worth my interest. Something worth my attention. An application called Amino kept me busy everyday.
Though sometime, I felt that I was bored. Bored, even though I'm holding my phone and using Amino.
I was bored so I started to chat people. A lot of them. Telling them all sorts of lies, something like "I live in Hong Kong" even though I'm not. And many more lies.
But somehow, someone managed to change me. The cold, unbearable me. He has taken my interest up until now. No, he has taken my heart.
We chatted for a long time. Until he told me that he will leave. Of course, as a girl in love, I asked for his reason. He didn't want to tell me. I asked— no, begged him to stay, he wouldn't. I was so scared that when I was typing, my hands were shivering. I was afraid that I'd lose the person who keeps my heart locked onto his.
After chatting, he really left. He left without returning my heart. He left without giving back the love I gave him.
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I thought falling with him is better than falling for him. . .
