bree!!

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“Breebree!!” I hear my best friend Olivia scream behind me. Her long black teased hair flowing behind her. My other friend Jayden awkwardly comes walking behind her.

“LivLiv, Jayden!” I scream and run up to them and we embrace in a big group hug. We were now walking into school, the last day of school ever to be exact. To I wasn’t going to do anything but listen to my ipod, talk to Olivia and Andrew and dread going back home.

I was sitting in English when I lightly heard my name being called, so I turned down Diamonds aren’t forever by Bring Me The Horizon to say,

“Sorry sir?”

“I said what will you be doing after today?”

“Probably cutting herself” The snotty school slut, Brittany yelled.

I figured since it was the last day I got up from my seat and walked over to her. I stood directly in front of her, Looked her dead in the eyes and said

“Got a problem with me?”

“Yes. You’re the biggest waster of space I’ve ever meet besides your stupid friends. Ew just leave already”

With that the last bell of the day went to I said to myself ‘Fuck it’ I punched her square in the nose and casually walked out of the room and out of school. Olivia and Jayden said their goodbyes to me and I went walking back to my stupid house that made me want to die every time I stepped inside it.

I turned the corner and walked up to the front door. I slowly opened the door and stepped inside. It smelt of smoke and alcohol, I walked to the kitchen and passed my passed out good for nothing father who was lying on the couch. I quickly grabbed some food from and fridge and ran up to my room.

I closed my door a bit too loud and I heard my dad grumble.

“Breebree is that you?” he said in a slurred scary voice.

“Y-y-yes. I-It’s m-me” My voice trembled in fear.

“Daddy coming to get you, he needs some lady loving”

My skin crawled and my heart sank. He came in and pushed my down on the bed. The was no use in fighting cause I would just get hit. My dad then took advantage of his little girl. I started crying and he started slapping me. He then through me off the bed and kicked me in the stomach and then in the ribs. He walked towards the door but before he closed the door he turned to me and said

“Go die you worthless piece of shit. No one wants you here.”

With that he closed the door and I knew what I was going to do. I crawled over to my ‘special’ toy box and pulled out my new razors. I then sat in the corner of my room and carved the word ‘Worthless’ deeply in to my left arm. I then deeply carved the word ‘unwanted’ into the arm. I started get dizzy but before I passed out I carved the word ‘Useless’ on to my stomach. The room soon started to spin around me and the world started to go black. With my last breath I murmured

“I love you Andrew and Olivia”

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A/N Hey guys!! Please keep reading!! its gets alot better!! please please please!!

<3 xx

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