You think you know my pain and how I feel everyday the way I smile and laugh in your face just to hide the pain and what's going on in my brain its the same thing just a different day the lies I tell the faces I make just to try and make the pain go away I'm fading slowly I'm falling apart there's a big ol gap in my heart all this pain its tearing me apart no matter how hard I try all this pain just won't go away and I say pain will beat down on you as hard as the rain