[ONESHOT] MY NOVEMBER RAIN

You’re just a ordinary girl and nothing special on you, but you so lucky have many nice friends and have a nice family. You’re just 2 sibling, just you and your brother Donghyun, you and your brother just diference 2 years.  He really love you, he so smart, so handsome, tall, cute, he really great in many sport, and it make many girl wanna be his girlfriend. But he never respect about that, you know he have another one girl in his life, in his childhood. He always told you about her, she’s so beautiful, smart, tall, her hair so straight, she has a really cute smile. You really surprise know your brother first love so nice but really confuse too about this, because he never tell that girl.

Your brother introduce you to his classmate, actually his bestfriend Lee Jeongmin. You and jeongmin be a good friend to since November last year, when  your brother introduce him to you, because he really take care of you like Donghyun take care of you. He do that because he was lost his sister, his sister died when she was child, so jeongmin always think you’re like  his sister. You, Donghyun, and jeongmin going in same school, but in different class, your brother and jeongmin in 2th class and you in 1th class.

Today you and your brother goin’ to the zoo, it’s to spend your time in your last day  vocation, you really excited because it will be a nice vocation,’’ oppa, would you let jeongmin oppa to follow us?’’, ‘’ mwo?, ah, I have told him, but he was have another plan this vocation, wae?’’. Your face change like you so disappointed about that then you say ‘’ aniya, it just will be so nice if we spend our time with him too’’. ‘’ mwo? You not happy going there with me?, aishh jinjja!!’’. ‘’ah, aniya oppa, I just think this is more nice when we with him’’. ‘’ ah, nae, but he has another plan’’. He smile with you and touch your hair then he take your hand to buy ticket in the zoo’s gate.

You really happy today because your brother always make you laugh and doing something’s funny and crazy, he always know how to make you smile and laugh, he really good brother. When you back from the zoo he see a cute bear doll he buy this doll to you, he say this doll look like you, because it’s so cute and then he think to buy this doll for you. 

 You going to school with your brother by his motorcycle, he look so manly, so cool, and so hansome ride this. ‘’ oppa, if you not my brother, would you be my boyfriend?, you’re so cool when you ride this motorcycle, I’m really fallin love with you when you ride this!’’. Then you laugh. ‘’ mwo? Ya! You wanna be my girlfriend? aish jinjja, of course no, I have onother one, she more beautiful than you, she’s more cute, smart, and many more than you’’. You look disappointed with his answers, ‘’ aish, ya oppa! Can you tell her? Can she be with you? can she not arrogant like that? Can she protect your heart? Can she take care of you? can she not leave you? aniya!! She just make you hurt everyday remember about her!’’. Then you take your helmet and use it before the motorcycle get start to the way.

Donghyun just silent hear your word, it’s like he so hurt because that. you really afraid he will mad at you, when you and donghyun arrive in the school, you ask him ‘’ oppa, Are you  mad at me? Are you angry? Oppa, bian’’ you really sad when your brother just silent and not talk to you like that, he just look at your face then smile, ‘’ aniya! you right! I just can’t move, gomawo my girl you have make me know how stupid I’m’’. you hug him in the school basement, you not care about your around, you just so relievable when hear his word. ‘’ oppa, saranghae, I never mind to make you hurt, mianhae, mianhae oppa, I promise I never say like that again, I know she more than me, I know she so perfect with you and I know she’s the best for you, but she leave you oppa, but it’s was happened long time ago and you know she was died oppa, I just worry about you everyday, I really wanna see you smile by other girl, mianhae oppa’’. Donghyun smile and catch your arm’s ‘’ my little girl, kamsahamnida nae, you really care about me, I know you just an ugly girl, just a short girl, not too cute, not too beautiful and not too smart of course, but I’m still loving you nae, like mom and dad always say with me, I will always take care of you, because you’re more than just my girlfriend, but you’re part of my life’’. You smile hear his words, it’s so touching your heart, donghyun always be your good brother. ‘’ ah, kajja to our class, we will late if just standing here’’. Donghyun take your hand and walking in the school’s corridor then he going to his class and you going to your class.

When the break time you going to the library and see jeongmin here, he holding a book in his hand and reading a message in his phone, he so cute and look so charm, your heart always beating faster when you with him or see him, then you mumble with your self ‘’ aish, jeongmin oppa, how cute you’re’’. But you just smile and going to search a book you need without greeting him, when you really serious reading a book someone hit your arm and make you so shock. ‘’Oh My God!!’’. ‘’ ya! Why you so serious?’’, jeongmin ask you while he laugh. ‘’ ya!! Oppa you make me so shocked, my heart will stop beating because of you!’’. ‘’ aish, you mad at me?, ya! You look so beautiful when you angry!’’. ‘’ ya oppa! I will kill you if you doing something like that anymore!’’. ‘’ah, nae! Ya you not going to canteen?’’. ‘’ aniya! I have something to do here, you?’’. ‘’aniya, I’m waiting someone here!’’. His word make you wondering with your self, nugu? Who? Yeoja or namja? But you not mind to ask him.

You not see him anymore, you just think he was out from library. When the class end your brother can’t get back together with you because he had a schedule with his teacher, it’s weird but you don’t mind to ask him, then when you standing in front of the school’s gate, a car stop in front of you, the driver open the window’s glass, then he smile ‘’ ya! Let me take you home!’’. Jeongmin’s voice make your heart beating so fast, then you smile with him ‘’ahm, nae!’’. Then you open the door and sit beside him, you really wanna ask him about someone was meet him today, but it’s so hard, jeongmin look at your face ‘’ wae?, something wrong?’’. ‘’ aniya oppa, I just curious about someone you told me today, are you meet with she or he?’’. ‘’ ah nae, she is yoon shei na’’. you talk with your self ‘’ oush, yeoja!’’. Then jeongmin ask you again ‘’wae?’’. You just smile ‘’aniya oppa, just asking!’’. When the car arrive in front of your home jeongmin out from the car and open your door, he smile. ‘’gomawo oppa’’. ‘’nae, my beloved princess’’. You just smile you really wanna fly away to the sky when he call you princess.

You and jeongmin so closer and always together because he always together with your brother’s too, and this November your school have 100th school’s anniversary, the date same with your first time know jeongmin, it’s like friendship party for you and jeongmin, you really excited because he told you to make a little prize for you. you going to department store for buy some dress party tonight, you wanna look beautiful tonight, specialy in front of jeongmin. When time at 07:00 PM o’clock, your brother call and waiting you with his car in front of your home, ‘’ (insert your name) – ah! Let’s us going now!’’. ‘’ ah nae oppa, chaengkamaneyo!’’. When your brother see you, he just looking you, you feel it’s weird ‘’oppa, I’m look weird or something?’’. He smile ‘’aniya, you really like a princess, I swear!’’. ‘’jinjja? Or it just to make me happy?’’. ‘’aniya, you look so beautiful”. You really confident to meet jeongmin now, you just smile as long as the way, but when you arrive jeongmin not here yet. You enjoying the party with your brother, but then your brother ask you to with your friend, because he will sing in the stage and can’t be with you.

 You really happy see your brother sing a song for you, he said this song for my beloved younger sister, she so beautiful tonight, and if she’s not my siblings I wanna ask her, would you be my girlfriend?. when the party was in begin you not see jeongmin yet you so worry about him, you ask with his classmate but them just say ‘’molla, I haven’t see him’’. You just waiting him with your frind because your brother too busy with the party, then someone touch your arm, and it’s jeongmin, he smile with you ‘’you’re so beautiful tonight, you really like a princess, ah, you alone?, where Donghyun?’’. “ah, gomawo oppa, he too busy with the party”. “I will make a little prize for you, you remember?”. “ah, nae nado, I will tell you something oppa , actually I really like….. !”. but you haven’t finishing your word, then someone come and standing beside him “ah, (insert your name)-ah, this is yoon shei na, my girlfriend this is our 1th anniversary, so I bought this as a gift for you and Donghyun’’. Your world like wanna break in the pieces, your heart wanna stop beating, jeongmin introduce his girlfriend to me, you wondering it with yourself. You just smile and introduce yourself to his girlfriend, you wanna look ok in front of jeongmin, but your eyes just wanna make the tears out from here, you mumble ‘’ just be strong, don’t cry, he not your love, but wae this make my heart so hurt, wae?!’’. You say with jeongmin you wanna going to toilet, but then you run away from the party, you walking to the school yard, there was rain and you crying here, ‘’ waeyo? Wae my first love must hurt me? Now I know what oppa’s feel about his first love, it’s so hurt, although it’s not bloody but it’s so hurt’’. You walking leave the school, you just walking to home in the rain, you cry with holding your shoes, ‘’ I never think you will make me hurt but it’s not your fault because I never told you before, I never told you that, I love you oppa, and my November is rain, rainy with my tears’’.