The Crush I Never Got

Chapter one

     Chapter One

            (introduction part...) 

    My name is Christina Edward, my life has never been perfect even tho i always imagine to have a beautiful life like the ones i see in movies all the romance and love from father....

   I have a 6 year old sister and a 3 year old brother i love both my Siblings. My mom is a nurse and my dad is well i don't really like to talk about him but he has some type of businesses going on, as you can see, me and my dad don't really have a good type of relationship because when ever i spent time with my friend he has this weird feeling that i might be with a guy having sex or something... The first time he doubted me you can't even imagine what i was feeling, all the love that i felt for him were breaking in pieces, then gradually they kind of disappeared. So now the only thing i care about is my mom and well my little siblings.

      

Today is the day that we get back from Christmas break and am so happy to get back to school not because of the books but because of my friends, i know they are as exited as i am. As i was walking to the front door of Hallin high school a familiar voice calls from the back "christina.." I really know that voice as i turn around i meet my best friend Harry's gaze "omg harry" i hugged him "i missed you so much, how have you been?" He asked with concern "i've been great just been missing all my buddies" Britney walks past us like she haven't seen us, the thing is that harry has been crushing on her like forever and he don't have the balls to ask her out, i saw him glance at her as she get to her locker and turn to meet my gaze" still on to her?"i asked curiously to hear the answer that i've been hearing "no uhm i..i was j..just lookin..." He got cut off by martha " hey guys been a while haa..... Now group Hug!" I hate group hug but it's just her thing and today it's the first time we saw each other since we were on Christmas break the thing is we live close to each other but this Christmas, Martha had to visit her dad in California since her parents are divorced and lives with her mom here in seattle, she doesn't like to go there but it's kind of a must since she doesn't Want her dad to get mad.

      I am glad that we all are back together, i don't know when we'll ever stop talking, we never get enough of each other. The bell just ring and we all go our separate ways coz we don't share any classes for the first period, mine is maths, harry takes art coz he always likes to draw people specially Britney! The first time i went to his house i was really impressed to see how intelligent and passionate he was. And martha takes chemistry coz she kind of like brandon and she take any class he choses.

      

Well i have a little crush on charlie, who is the most popular guy in our school and he doesn't even know i exist but well one time i bumped in to him and we were talking about it until becca (his girlfriend) came and ruined everything :(. Since then we haven't talked or seen each other well he hasn't noticed me but i see him every day even in my dreams. Love love love yak i hate how it makes me feel and again there is my dad on the other h.... Suddenly i was cut off from my thoughts by our psych  maths teacher mister renold "huh christina?" I was confuse so i just node no then he said" stop day dreaming and concentrate" then went on talking none sense as usual, i never wanted to learn maths but i was an A student on maths when i was little, but now i'm only exited for grammar class because our english teacher mr. Erric assigned charlie to be my partner and i'm always on a good mood in english class even my teacher likes me so much.

"Christina!" Mr renod says in a loud voice omg i look like i've seen a ghost, every body sow the way that i reacted and the whole class was laughing at me yeah yeah it's high school i forgot. As i hear the bell ring i immediately collected all my stuff and ran off to my english class, i sat on my spot waiting for charlie to come but he was talking with that becca ugh i hate to see him with her i know she's almost as popular as he is but why does any one like that kind of girl god! She's such a scum bag ugh how i hate her.

It's not that i get jealous but it's that i hate when people just use you for your popularity and stuff i know deep inside that she don't have feelings for any one or any thing she just likes the attention she gets by being with him, ohhh charlie how i wish i can save you from this ugly thing, but no I can't i'm just a nobody to you. He just finished talking with her and starts to approach to his sit which is NEXT TO MEEEE! That feels so good... " hey there, it's been a while." My god is he talking to me, he never talked to me in the class i wonder what happened with becca coz a while ago he didn't look good i think they were arguing or something,, oh i almost forgot he just asked me a question " yeah" i said in a harsh way..........stupid, couldn't you say something fun ugh i hate you Christina fuck you... "So what are you doing tonight?" Did he just ask me what i was doing tonight OMG charlie pen evans just asked me this question.

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