O2L

give up/just a game

ellies pov.

since jc broke up with me I spent most of my time with trevor at the basket ball court. today we were sitting there (I was wearing my high waisted black shorts with my american flag top that went just above my belly button. I put on a navy blue hoodie to hid my cuts. it was getting really hot,

"so hows things with jc" he asked I shrugged

"there shouldnt be anything to sort out he made his choice"I snapped but then I softened "-I want him back but he thinks ive moved on" at that moment I saw ana, maddie, bella and the boys but there was someone else there. chloe omgerd! she smiled at me her blonde hair wavin behind her , she was the same height as me she was wearing legging and a pjnk crop top. she wasnt a fake blonde she was a real blonde.  I stayed where I was. she walked up and hugged me

"Jesus el you look boling in that hoodie" she said smirking I nodded

"yeah its rather hot but hey ho"I smiled at her

"well take it of silly"she said childishly I sighed and shook my head she looked at my wrist then to my eyes she had pity in them she alwas knew tbh but I smiled anyway I may truly be heart broken and emtionally unstable but I hide it by my smile.

"you playing then chickie?"asked ana I smiled and nodded I got up it was the girls vs boys me and jc were in the middle about to take it trevor threw it up and I got it and passed it to ana who passed it to chloe who passed it to bella who scored. I started to fell so faint so I decided to take my hoddie of I had a bandage on so im good.

"damn is it me or is she so hot?"whispered jc but he thought icouldnt hear him I put my hair in a messy bun and we played. when we beatthem they said fine lets go, jc was tryi to speak to me. the others ran of leavig me and jc alone. brilant

"so how are you?" he asked damaged, broken, like I could fuckig shoot someone.

"fine, you?"I lied simply he nodded

"truly,  ive been a little lost not feeling like I should."he sai what does he mean "I feel like after we broke up I lost apart of me which kinda just disappared from me"he explained oh right me. thats news to me.

"youve been acting fine"I said he smiled smugly

"so have you?"he sassed

"you hardly know me , jc look I thought you loved me understood me but no you never did"I snapped he grabbed my wrsits stopping me from walking on his body inches from mine his lips inches away from my lips.

"dont ever say that again"he whispered "I love you more than anything" his soft plumb lips meeting mine half way his hands letting go of my wrist as his hands travel done my waist to pull me to him.

I pushed away from him

"I dont need this right now"I whispered I saw hurt flash acros my eyes.

rickys pov

I saw the way she moved, she was memorzing shes making me fall for her. chloes eyes were amazing her eyes a seaweed green she was stunmimg in everyway. I looked around for ellie. I saw her sat away from us with her knees to her chest. I got ip and walked over.she looked up at me as she heard me approach.

"whats up?"I asked her she looked at me again

"my world has fallen apart, me and jc broken up, river id gone, mums just left me , dads dead, harrys an arse. and Ive sunken into a deep depression"she explained tear forming in her eyes I out my arm around her . I looked over at the guys trevorsaw me and walked over he sat the other side, he got her bandaged wrist and unwrapped it she let a slight moan slip as it must of been hurtig. it reveled about 30 cuts up her arm I noticed the word worthless cut into her arm. she thinks she worthless wow, jc walked over and noticed the cuts then must of seen the cuts cause he kised her forehead. we bandaged her uo agai , sam came over jumping on me and made ellie laugh first time we have heardnher laughnin a while,

whe  we got home jc carried ellie upstairs. I sat with chloe talking about things she was laughing at what I a

said about my sister. when we younger and she wanted to be a princess so I prented to wrie a scroll and she sassed me about uowshe k ow it wqs me. her laugh was so nice and perfect. she was right next to me her blonde hair on her shoulders. I put my hand o her cheek pulling her in slihhtly and kissed er lips she was confused and shoxked but then kissed back. I pulled back shoxked at what I did

"chloe im -"I strted hut got cut of by her delicate lips touching mine she was literally such a good kisser.

"WHOA WHOA ,.. SLOW DOWN! shouted ellies voice we looked up she was smiling ana came running in

"GRAB THE WALL WIGGLE LIKE YOUR TRYING TO MAKE YOUR ARSE FALL OFF!"they shouted together think we have our elllie back. jacs armwas in hers aw their back together forever come on everybody lets jojn and 1...2.,.333...4444....5.555

"Your really different from most boyfriends arent you??"said ana to kiam he nodded amiling he was joining in hahah

soy sort crappy again sowwwe stress my boyfriend callum ia a douhe bag okay ahahah better stuff happenes okay ;) xxxxxx love you beautifuls

-Jordan♡♥♡♥-