Broken

Scared

I woke up drunk. I felt really tipsy. With a small high. I hated doing this every night. But at the same time I just wanted to get high. With not have to deal with this shit.

I was ready to go home but I was stuck under a guy. A guy with little facial hair. The smell of mango vodka. I just wanted to get him off of me. He was to heavy to move. I was scared if I moved him he would kill me.

I didn't know him. All I knew was that I had to get out of there to get to school. High school to be exact. Was I really wanting to risk my life? This guy could be dangerous. I was really scared but if I didn't go to school I'd get in trouble.

When I finally made it out from under him. I got up. He woke up.
"Sorry to wake you. I have to get to school" I said.
"It's fine sweetie. You wanna come over tonight and I could show u the world" he said. "I'm JJ".
I told him my name then left. School was only a couple blocks away and I had my car.
"Wait where's my car" I was thinking. I guess I'm walking.

When I got to school I was ready for a lecture. Guess not. I walked into second period they said nothing. My best friend met me at lunch.
"alex need to talk" she said.
"Um what happened".
"Well, after you and JJ got in bed me Andrew snuck out to his place and......" She answered with.
"And what, you had sex what's the big deal".

"We had sex and didnt use a condom.... I think i might be pregnant".
"Shit" i yelled and ran out of school. I got on my phone and called JJ (he gave me his number). When he answered i asked if we used a condom. He didnt answer for a minute. Then said
"No sweetie why would i". i then yelled
"You dumbass i could be pregnant. You wouldn't even stay with me if i was pregnant would you".
"Yes i would and don't yell."
(Did i forget to mention before i left JJ asked if i would be his girlfriend and i said yes. Me and him are also friends​ but in the Moment i forget)
I ran back inside grabbed rains (my bestfriends) hand and ran to the dollar store down the street.
"Wait what is going on"?
"We are going to the dollar store and getting pregnancy tests".
"You did it with JJ didnt you" she said.
"Umm ill anwser that later we need to get these tests and leave" i answered with.
I wasn't ready to be a mom. not now please not yet. JJ's house was a couple blocks away so me and rain went there. After he opened the door i pushed past him and me and rain hit the bathroom. I saw a line on the bathroom counter probably from last night. I wasnt to worried about it. Cause I've done lines before. Nothing new. I wanted to do it but i might be pregnant so couldn't. So first rain did her test then me.

Rains was false but what did mine say. This little stick would determine the rest of my life. I was scared shitless of looking at the test when the five minutes was up. I grabbed it slowly. "Please dont have two lines. please dont have two lines" I was chanting in my head. I looked down and there it was.

   There will be more sorry doubt worry. Just warning you a lot of drama comes soon so stay tuned.