Lost Love (Robbie Kay/ Peter Pan/ OUAT)

Chapter 17

We all heard thundering footsteps, as Peter shuffled into the kitchen. His usaul bright eyes, were dreary and sorrowful. He didn't make eye contact with me or Sebastian. He must be taking this pretty hard. I feel aweful, because I know that I caused this pain.

I could see that he had been crying. His eyes were puffy. Looking at him in this condition makes me feel sick. I can't believe that I am doing this. I can't believe I am leaving Peter for some guy that I hardly know. Its weird how connected I feel towards Sebastian though. It has to be something that Rumple did. I can't exept it any other way.

Sebastian protectivly wrapped an arm around my waist. It probably wasn't the best idea in the world. Peter could look up at us and freak again.

Wendy started to boil water for the pasta that we were having for dinner tonight. It was going to last forever in the silence. Whenever I tried to talk to Peter, he would just bluntly ignore me. It actually hurt. I hate myself so much. I would rather die than be with a man that isn't Peter. I need to somehow tell him whats happening with out the creepy Wendyrumple around. (A/N I might refer to the situation that Rumple is in with Wendy as; Wendy, Rumple, or Wendyrumple. Hopefuly it won't be confusing). 

"Peter, please talk to me," I beg.

Surprisingly he spoke, "Now explain to me why I would ever want to do that? You are leaving me for some bastard that just showed up on the doorstep!"

"He is not a bastard Peter!" I defend.

"Sure he isn't! Melody, just stop! If you think we could have any friendship after this you are wrong! You are just a sick sick slut! You know that? I can't believe I ever loved you! I hate you Melody. I hate you as much a person can hate!"

That was like a stab to the heart. Tears streamed down my face. This is not what I wanted at all. My body completely shakes. I fell to my knees. My head pounded.

"You loved her?" Sebastian remarked. He was obviously confused. He thought that we were step-siblings.

"Nah, she is just that girl that, i don't know, saved me from myself. I used to love her. Not anymore. Not sense I went out to get firewood, and she brought a rat into my house!" Peter ranted.

"But she is your sister?!?!" Sebastian said with total discust.

"MY SISTER? Who told you that?" Peter exclaimed.

"B-but, Rumple said that she was your sister. And that I had ot marry her for her safety," Sebastian puzzled.

"My father lied to you. My question is why did Melody follow through with it." 

Wendy was freaking out. She was practically pulling out her hair. She glared at me, motioning me to shut up. I have to say something.

"WENDY IS MR. GOLD!" I blurted.

Rumple transformed into his true form and lunged at me.  Luckliy Peter got to him, before he got to me. I fell over in shock. Sebastian ran to my side and protected me when Rumple got loose. 

"Melody, RUN" Peter screamed.

I did what I was told. I ran as fast as my body let me.  There was something running through my viens telling to turns around, to go back, to help Peter and Sebastian. I felt like I was meant to turn around right then and fight Rumple off. The emotion took over me and my feet did the rest. I ran back into the room.

Beads of sweat formed as I examined what was going on. I couldn't believe my eyes. With my knees trembling I couldn't hold myself up anymore. My motionless body fell towards the cold tiled floor. Within seconds my life came to an end.

My dearst Peter was limp and pale on the ground. The blood stained the white floor. I couldn't even muster out a tear. It was like someone was sucking the life out of me. I couldn't breathe. I tried to grasp for air, but the air was too thin.

The monster strolled towards me. His sick lips curved into a sickening smile. 

"This is what happens when you love. To love is to destroy, to be loved is to be the one destroyed. Remember that next time," Rumple taunted.

He left me alone. Alone with only my thought. Sebastian was no where to be seen, and my love was lifeless on the ground. When I regained some of my strength, I crawled towards Peter. Laying his head in my shaking hands and lap, I willed it to go away. I prayed that there was another mpore powerful force out there to help him, to save him.

I checked his pulse. Nothing. His body was still slightly warm. Oh how I wish that I was there to help him. I needed him and now he is gone. He left. My heart died with him. It was destroyed and debris was left in its place.

"Please Peter. I am begging you baby. Stay with me. I love you, and I can't live without you," I cry.

I never had experienced a lot of death. It was a sort of dark fantasy. You know, like something that would only happen to the darkest of people. Something just out of reach, but is still possible for the weak.

The only thing I had ever loved was laying dead in my arms. I thought that maybe just maybe, Rumple's threats were nothing but an empty bucket. No one could be so ruthless as to kill their own son. Turns out I was wrong. 

Sebastian appeared in the doorway with sweat drippin goff his face. He looked distressed. 

" Melody are you... By the angel!" Sebastian rushed towards Peter and me. "Oh-I-I-I am so sorry,"

I couldn't respond. I literally couldn't respond. Their was no strength left in me to do anything.

"H-H-How did it happen? W-w-why d-did you le-leave him?" I stammered using all the strength I had left in me.

"Pan told me to look for you, to make surre that you would be safe," Sebastian responded with loads of regret obvious in his tone.

I had to hold something that would hopefully lease the pain. I grabbed a hold of Sebastian. I squeezed his arms until he pulled me into a proper hug.

He is gone. Peter is gone and there is nothing to do about it. 

Sorry short chapter. And sorry for not updating in a week. Its just been a rough past couple of days. My friends have been assholes today and I kinda sorta hate them for it. Thats why the update is so depressing. I had to express my depression into my writing.

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