{●You might think these are just some qoutes but this is actually how I feel you probably won't read this at all but I just need to tell somebody...●}
It all starts off at school y'know everything is at school a place were you don't have to tell your parents anything because what lies there stays there so it all started out in the 3rd grade I had a best friend let's call her...Lola she was funny nice anything you would have for a best friend she was with me through good times and bad times we were always partners we sat next to each other at lunch it was the good life...
Fast Forward to the ethnic grade I think and we'll it was terrible for me at least...
There was this new girl that Lola had hanged out with they started to hang out together in school and out it made me fell like what does she have that I don't have...
Then the lunch table got bigger it was from two to six we'll at wast those were Her friends...
Then these other girls came along still 4th grade I liked them they had spunk they were strong talented and were smart and they stuck with me but then Lola and her friends started to notice and we'll it was not pretty...
Let's say there was two sides of the lunch table...
One was Lolas and one was there's I started to sit on there side and then I would sit over there in there when I felt like it or when they felt like I should just listen to them talk and not let me get in the conversation...
See that's what I hated about big groups of friends you never know who fits in or whose out in the dust...
Everyone had there own lane I do to!
But they just run over anyways so why would it matter but then...
Near the middle of 4th close to Febuary there was this girl I'll call her Destiny she was in the middle of the table alone she intrigued me...
I always used to think she was weird that she used to follow me and stuff but really she was just looking for a friend...
And I accepted her for who she was and we became best friends...
A Big Fast Forward to 7th grade.Yes Middle school me and Lola definitely drifted a part we both had different schedules anyway...
The time were I felt the most left out was either in between classes or lunch...
In between classes we walk to our class when we see each other it is like she ignored me completely the hole hallway...
At lunch we have spots in the lunch table I was the first left seat and Lola was right across and when I would say stuff they would cutt me off or when something happens they say it's nothing...
Then this new girl came here they said I look just li me her but my face is rounder and she's more slimmer...
Thanks for boosting my confedence so much...
Only true friends of mine axially care and pay attention to me and others...
It's like I'm so happy at school but when I go home I break...
