My Narcassistic Lover

Do you ever wish
That you could meet someone again
So you can run like fuck in the opposite direction? 

I wish I did that instead of showing you my love and affection
I loved you so much and saw through your past
Convinced we were meant to last.

I wish that I'd seen through your cheating and your lies
But your charm had me hypnotized
To blind to see
It was never meant to be. 

Having a child together was the best moment of my life
Planning our future, asking me to be your wife
But the alcohol took over like a storm
I'm starting to realise that was always your true form.

All those drunken night you had
Those fits of rage, no reason for you to be mad
We had a beautiful baby boy together
I'm coming to the end of my tether
I start to wonder if this is forever

The emotional abuse started
That loving man departed
You tore me apart piece by piece
Till there was nothing left
But an empty shell of my former self.

It never stopped
Telling me I was useless, worthless
Only getting me pregnant to trap me
But I'm stronger than that
Finally I broke free

I was scared of being a single mother
The threats I had from you
Telling me I'd never pull through
I'd always rely on you for help
You thought wrong

It's just me and my son now
Our bond is strong
I promise to love and protect him,  he could never do wrong
He will always be my baby boy
Kissing his mommy goodnight
Then going to sleep with his favourite toy

My boy will always have his mother
It's true what they say, it's a love like no other.
He doesn't need you,  he's always got me
To grow up happy,strong and free

You could never be a father
Your nothing but a sperm donor
I hope he grows to know
Your nothing but a loner. 

Day by day I get stronger
I don't hurt any longer
Your empty words, lies and threats are gone
I feel I can start to finally move on
To find someone who appreciates me and my son
To help me overcome the damage you've done

Whilst you move from one woman to another
All that's left to say
Is goodbye
My narcissistic lover.