Delilahs smile

the end of pain

Warning!!! The words that you are about to read might be disturbing. If you don't like things that are slightly disturbing, then it's better if you don't read this story.

The thoughts flood my mind. In this small town in the middle of nowhere, there is no such thing as love. The only true emotions are, hate, sadness, and depression.

Living with the fact that I could literally die in a matter of minutes blows my mind. I could be turned into a blood sucking monster, or a beast who feeds off of human flesh.

I'm standing with the love of my life. We're having a conversation that could change our relationship as friends forever. I know we don't have long, and that's why I'm trying to tell him how I feel. I'm trying not to be irrational, but it seems impossible at this point.

I have tears in my eyes."Tell me that you love me Tommy!" Tommy looks at me with a sad expression. I know the words that are about to come out of his mouth. The words are so familiar."I can't love. It isn't possible Delilah. I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you."This has happened to me more than once. Every time I open up to someone, it seems that everything is going fine. Then, just like that, everything falls apart. A tear slips down my face. I look into his eyes. Was it all a lie? All of the months that we spent together were filled with lies?

I thought about my life without Tommy. How can I live without him? He has three days left. If he can't live a complete, and happy life, then how can I?

I touched his face." I will always love you. After all that has happened, I have hope that we will find each other in the afterlife. No matter what happens, I will always love you Tommy."

My hand slipped away from Tommys face. I walked slowly through the woods. I listened to the sound of crunching leaves beneath my feet.

I had hope that after all of the time that we spent together, he would say that he loves me.

He has three days! He has three days until he will drift off into an eternity of silence and darkness. The truth is, he will never know how much I want to join him.

I looked down at my feet. I stood in front of my house. I was at the edge of the stairs. How could he not love me? I love him so much that I would end my life for him, and that's what I intend on doing.

I walk inside the house. My parents aren't home. My family will never understand me. They never understood me.

I walk upstairs. I go into the bathroom. I flip the light switch and the lights flicker. I look into the mirror.

I remember Tommys smile. It was so bright at one time. As time passed, his bright smile slowly faded away. I remember how Tommys eyes shined like diamonds. He drove me crazy and I know that I will always love him.

The memories that Tommy and I shared brought me pain. It hurt to remember running my fingers through his hair, or watching as it blew through the wind.

I grasp the edge of the sink and look deep into the mirror. I look at the unfamiliar face staring back at me. I need Tommy. I need him to love me or I'll go crazy. Wait, I'm already crazy. Should i end it all? Would this be the end of my pain? The thought made me smile."The end of pain."

tell me what you think about the chapter. trust me, it won't bother me even if the comments are rude. How do you think Delilah and Tommy fall in love? What do you think happens that causes them to grow so close together? Their relationship started as a rivalry, how could it have grown into something more?