Ice Fire~ Victuri

Hotel

Hey! It's book_binder here! I can't update myself but, my friend and I came up with a way for me to update where it wouldn't require wifi and my parents couldn't track it. They don't see how much thought I put into my books and tell me to stop writing. They said that I should be writing other things. Truth is,  was never the best at creating my own books, only making fan fictions. Though, in the near future, I'm hoping of making my own book and proving my parents I'm a good author. Once I can get onto Wattpad on my own phone, I will be answering most of the comments. If some of you haven't already realized it, I try reading or reply to most of your comments. For now, my friend will continue to manage my account.

I love your guys comments though! My friend has been telling me a few of them and I just wanted to say thank you so much! I'm trying to work things out with my parents but since I make Vine/ Insta edits (I posted a few on YouTube, if you look on my bio here on Wattpad, it tells you my other social media accounts) of Yuri on Ice, my parents want to watch it and I'm scared. Mainly of my dad and how he will react to Victor and Yuri's relationship. Especially the pole dancing scene, the almost kiss, the proposal, and the duet at the ending. Even though my oldest brother is gay and planning on proposing soon, my dad stated to me that he doesn't fully agree with the fact that his first born is gay and wishes he wasn't gay but, that he still loves him. With everything my parents told me, I am basically a horrible sin they could never love fully. That may be why I have a thousand self doubts and hate myself, all because of what others and my parents have told me. I am an atheist, no, I won't shout "there is no god!" Or "god is dead!" I believe in a god but, the way my parents have forced Christianity onto me makes me hate the thought of putting what I believe in a label. I don't like labels. I am also gay and transgender but I can not express these feelings without my parents believe it is just a faze or questioning me.

Also, I'm drawing Victor Nikiforov! It's my own OC version (in which my parents also told me to stop drawing anime ........) the picture of my drawing will be at the end of this chapter if you wanna see it! Sorry this Author's note was so long. 0_0
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Yuri's POV

Looking over across the table at Victor, I inhaled a sharp breath. "He seemed pretty upset...... maybe I should go after him." Standing up, I was about to leave when Victor's grip on my hand tightened.

"Stay........ he needs time to handle this by himself."

Sighing, I sat back down and laid my head down on the table. "But we're leaving in a few days for the Chinese Competition........"

I knew that the Chinese International Competition would not end well.
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March 13,2016

"Welcome to China, Yuri!" Phichit exclaimed, opening his arms wide show his head with his skating bag pressing against his side.

Phichit ran off ahead of Victor and I, taking selfies with different signs.

"He seems happier........ after he locked himself in his room for the past 3 days, I got a little worried." I said, my fingers intertwining with Victors, a soft blush dusting my cheeks.

I was still not use to the physical touch of Victor. Sure, we've kissed but it's been so awkward for me because I'm so new to dating. Despite it being just the beginning of Spring, Victor's hand was warm against mine.

"Maybe he needed some time alone to sort things out, like I said earlier." I nudged him gently, pouting.

"Hey, it's still good to comfort your friends."I mumbled, embarrassed.

"I know, but that's what makes you so kind." Victor turned to me and brushed some of my hair out of my face, removing my glasses and staring into my eyes.