I asked Carly to ask him to meet me in 10 minutes (9:10 p.m.) out front of the cafeteria. I was terrified! but i went and met him, but of course Kyle had to tag along. So we were on the porch, all of us and then Kyle started to play the games set out for us kids. So Tyler started walking away towards the trail and I followed him. He slowed down and we walked together. I started off with saying that what Xaviana wasn't under my control and wasn't something that I knew about. Then I told him that I really liked him and that I have for a while. But then I told him that I knew he had a girlfriend and I respected that. Then he started talking to me in a way that was like a new side of him. We walked together and then we got to the end of the rows with the cross and overlooking the beautiful lake with the lights shining on it and it was glittery and gorgeous. We looked out and talked for a while and then we started to walk back. We got to the place where the camp grounds are but the fire wasn't lit. So, when we got there he stopped and I got really scared because I didn't know if he wanted me to stop with him or to just keep going because he wanted to be alone or something. But my instincts told me to stop with him. So I did because it felt like the right thing to do. I am happy I did too, because that is what he wanted me to do. So here somes the best part, he puts his arm around me and then hugs me!! My heart was jumping up and down. And he is tall, so it felt like his arms were a safe place to be. Let me describe him for later usage. He is tall (about 5'6 or 5'7) wit htan skin, brown eyes with these cute little freckles ( one bunch of freckles kind of look like Hawaii but i think it looks like a shooting star) and black hair (I'm a sucker for it) smart, plays baseball, has these amazing full lips (that I will oneday kiss), and when he hugged me it felt like the safest place in the world. In the arms of the one that should be mine. He told me that he is not going to be with his girlfriend forever and I wa happy when he said that (that might sound mean, but I was in the spur of the moment). I just hope that if we do become boyfriend and girlfriend (anything is possible) in the near future that it will be everything that I hope for in him. He is just so sweet and nice, later on I just realized that I picked out the full package.
