Everything That Never Happened - One Shots

Doing Nothing With You

You're sitting on your bed, with your computer on your knees, watching Mob Psycho 100 one more time with your beautiful black shirt. I mean, one of them, since your wardrobe is infested with black clothing. I never really got the chance to say that, but you look so differently hot on them. Differently, because you are not one of those guys that are hot because they fit society's standards and make 13 year olds think they're horny. You're your own kind of beautiful. You are like the feeling of rain when you just woke up and you can sleep a little more, or when you receive an act of kindness from someone you don't know. That is how beautiful you are and what feelings your beauty makes me feel and, on that day, you were just like that.

While you were entertained with your old show, I lay down on your bed with you, leaning my head on your chest with my headphones on, since I'm not quite interested on this kind of anime – you don't know that, but I only like shoujo. The reason you never knew is because I love seeing how adorable you get while watching something you love, and I don't want to ruin that for you.

Our song came on shuffle, and as I mumbled it, my chest flooded with memories from us both. Memories that I know don't mean the same to you as they mean to me, but that will always be special. I feel the intense need to reach out for your hand, and as I do that I see you looking to what I'm doing, and giggling. No one would notice the giggle, because you always had a serious face. But no one knows you like I do, and I'd recognize that little muscular contraction anywhere.

In that moment, I look at you with my big brown eyes that you always found expressive.

"Do you enjoy doing nothing with me just as much as I do with you?"

You stop your anime – as if you haven't watched it thousands of times – and look at me with the typical face of when you think I'm asking nonsense. You do that a lot.

"Like, we're just lying on your bed doing what we could be doing all by ourselves, but I find it considerately better when I'm next to you." I explain

"I guess I like having your company too." you say, preparing your words carefully, not to say something that I might get wrong to either think you like me or make me cry. You do that a lot, too.

"That's good." I reach out for your cheek and kiss you, just so that I make you feel, as you would say, "weird". I see how you react and immediately separate from you.

"I'm sorry. Sometimes I just forget that you're not really my boyfriend."

"That's okay, you don't bother me. I like it." You laugh, and blush a little

"But, you know, that's not a terrible idea." I suggest ironically, just to tease you.

"Stop it." You blush once more

I giggle and put my head on your chest again, but this time I hold you closer just to tell you what you already know.

"I love you."

"I know you do." You say as you press start and continue your anime marathon. "And I love doing nothing with you too."

A/N: hey guys, this is my first one shot, I hope you found it nice, so if you liked could you pretty please vote for it? Okay, so basically if you're wondering, this text is about a boy I really love, and he knows that, but he does not feel the same, but we were still best friends apart from that.