4 Years Older ( Age Is Just A Number)

The Suprise Party

So today is my 15th fucking birthday! I'm so happy because being 14 sucks. I laugh to myself. Oh yeah, about Mark. Well it's been a month since I met him and now we are best friends. I really wanna be more than friends but I feel like it's a big risk because he's an older guy but its not like I'm in love with him. Am I?. Ugh why am I thinking to much, its my fucking birthday. So I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom to take a shower but I noticed the house was empty so I didn't think much of it. After my shower I changed into a flower print dress and curled my hair and put on pink pumps. Its never bad to look nice every once in a while.I decided to call my mom. No answer. That's strange she always answers her phone. I called Brendan and Jade. No answer. What the hell is going on?. So i just grabbed my purse and walked to the cafe. As I was Ordering my latte I saw a familiar face. Mark?. And then I looked and saw his hands holding another persons hand. It was a girl. I thought he said he was single. I started walking out the door quickly hoping he wouldn't notice me and before I got out I heard my name. " Kassie wait". Fuck. I turned around and faked a smile. " Hey ". " I heard today was your birthday so I bought you flowers". Aw how sweet. " Wow um thanks". " This is my girlfriend Lisa". My heart shatterd into so many pieces but I faked a smile. She is super pretty." Lisa, this is my best friend Kasy". " Hi Kasy ". She smiled. I just wanted to run away and cry. This day is not going well. Where the hell is everyone. My phone was ringing. It was my older sister Jade." Where the hell are you I've been trying to call you all day" I yelled through the phone." Happy birthday!". " Thanks but that didn't answer my question." " We was out ". Wow now I'm pissed. " Whatever". I hung up the phone and walked away from the boy who I really liked but I guess he didn't feel the same way. My heart is broken. I walked home and opened the door. It was really dark so I turn on the lights." SUPRISE". I started smiling at everyone who was here and I ran up to hug everyone. My friends and family was here. Even though I had a fucked up day this made it so much better. I danced with alot of my friends and my family went out so we all can have fun. At least all the teenagers. I then went out on the back patio and I sat down and someone tapped on my shoulder. It was Mark." Hi". I said awkwardly." I need to talk to you". That made me nervous. Is he going to tell me something bad? Stop worrying yourself you thought." Listen Kasy, I dated Lisa to make you jealous and I guess it didnt work but what I'm saying is I really like you alot and I don't think you feel the same". " Of course I feel the same and......" He cut me off with his lips pressed to mine. I kissed back. I had to stand on my tippie toes and wrap my arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around my waist lifting me up abit because I was a little to short. We pulled away and just looked at eachother. Wow I'm falling for him. Hard. He smiled at me and I smiled back." Kasy will you be my girlfriend". " Of course". And he picked me up and kissed my so passionatly. And then he put me down and we walked back in holding hands. Finally, a slow sing came on and he grabbed my hand and pulled me to the dance floor and put my arms on his shoulders and wrapped his arms around my waist and we just danced. It was the best night ever. After everyone left I decided to tell my mom about me and Mark. She didnt get mad. She actually smiled ." I always knew you two would end up together but just make sure your making the right decisions. Oh and no sex I'm serious". I buried my head into Marks shoulder laughing because I was so embarassed." Okay mom I promise." She just nodded and then Mark had to go home because he had work in the morning. We walked to the door in silence. He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me . " Bye babe see you tomorrow ". " Bye babe". He gave me one last kiss and I closed the door. I was smiling from ear to ear still processing everything that just happened. I went upstairs to go to bed. I went to sleep thinking about him.