1-16-17
So I've been talking to this guy T**** lately. He goes to Cass, he's a junior. And he makes me happy, you know. He's funny, super cute, and he just makes me happy. I mean, I'm sure he could be talking to some other girl bc we go to different schools but he just makes me smile ig. You know and when I dream about my first time, which I do a lot lately, it's not just ** anymore. Sometimes its T****... It was C******* once. But my point is, maybe I don't want my first to be ** anymore. *Sighs* maybe I can do this. Maybe I can really move on...
1-19-17
T**** called me beautiful. No one has called me that in a long time, months... God, then he said that I wasn't just beautiful but gorgeous *sigh* butterflies and elephants in my stomach I swear. He makes me happy, I love it. I'm shaking while writing this.. I'm so scared. I mean, I'm listening to happy music every morning and night. Happy music, 😂... Yet I'm still terrified. Like looking down a really dark tunnel. Scary but i have to know what's on the other side...
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All The Things I Wish I Had Said
No FicciónThis book isn't really a book. Its literally what the title says, I mean, there's a lot of stuff that I wish I could say. . . stuff I should say, but can't. So its all gonna go right here, on this website so people I don't know and people I do know...
