Scream

My body is numb.
My limbs are weak.
In my mind I'm screaming in pain
I scream for help,
yet nobody came.

I'm crying tears for sins already committed. Time cannot be turned back, but it sure can repeat in your mind like a broken record. 

My mind is screaming, yet I stay silent.
It screams for my body to do something but I stay still. All I can do is clench to the sheets where you sleep at night and wait for it to be over. My eyes are searching for a hint of a human soul in your pupils, but my crying face is only reflected back.

I thought if I give in, it'd be over. Yet you still torture me and threaten to leave me in an empty shell. I thought if I had someone my soul could feel whole, but you only tore me into smaller pieces. You only put bandages on the wounds you inflict.