Secret (Dolan Twins fanfiction )

Chapter 1

I was never someone who kept secrets, my life has always been an open book. I've always listened to my parents, my teachers and I never broke any rules. I was always the "good girl" and I was tired of being afraid of breaking rules and being afraid to keep secrets. Until my best friend Ana came into my life in the third grade. She was a grade younger than I was, but she was the "new girl," she was born in Mexico but her parents wanted to start a life in America, New Jersey to be exact and I'm really glad they did because my life would be so boring without her. The first day she moved next door I made sure to make her feel as welcome as I could, and being the seven and eight year olds we were we would play every single day together.  Nothing was boring or simple when Ana was around, she would never want to stay inside and play dolls like I did we would always be outside making up new adventures to go on, and it was almost like I was completely carefree when she was with me. She made me laugh constantly and she was always talking about a new boy she had a crush on. Ana is one of those girls who has the entire package, but boys would take advantage of her any second they got. I never understood why boys would want to hurt her when she was nothing but amazing. Maybe because she has been my best friend since forever and I only see the good in her. In our friendship I've always been the less mature one, not in a bad way I just don't look at life the same way as she does, that's why we got along so well she had such high hopes for herself and I needed someone like that in my life.

It was 5:30 Am, and my alarm was ringing throughout my room causing my eyes to flutter open. I reached over the side of the bed and grabbed my phone turning the alarm off, it was the first day of eleventh grade, one of the biggest years of my life and I was a nervous wreck. This year I would be driving, getting a job, looking at colleges but most importantly I would be growing up and I wasn't ready for that. Sometimes I wish Ana was the older one so I could just get advice from her. I just turned sixteen this summer, and Ana turned fifteen. This summer was rough, but school starting would hopefully make it better. I threw the covers off my body and sat up stretching. The first thing I do every morning is go into the bathroom and brush my teeth and wash my face, I was surprisingly energetic today. I walked back into my room and opened my curtains and looked out my window, Ana's light was still off. I went over to my makeup counter and started to make up my face the best I possibly could, it was now 5:50, and Ana's light was still off, the bus comes in a half hour and she was still sound asleep I could imagine. I rolled my eyes and walked over to my counter and picked up the outfit that Ana had picked out for me the night before, what would I do without her? It was a short sleeve black shirt that hugged tightly around my body, and a pair of high wasted black skinny jeans because I absolutely hated shorts. I put my clothes on and then slipped on my black sandals, I looked at myself in the mirror and pulled my hair out of my hair tie, my long brown wavy hair fell down to my butt and I ran my fingers through it to make it look nicer. I loved my hair, probably one of my favorite features I had, my hair was my everything. I stared at myself in the mirror thinking of what I could possibly be missing.. jewelry. I reached over and put my monogram necklace around my neck  it carved out "SNP", Samantha Nicole Patterson. I never liked when people called me Samantha, only Sammy or Sam could work. I looked at the clock again, 6:15 and Ana's light finally flipped on. I laughed and grabbed my phone walking down stairs as quiet as I can so I didn't wake up my cranky parents. I opened my cabinet and pulled out a fruit loops cereal bar and grabbed another one for Ana, knowing she couldn't possibly fit food into the 20 minutes she had to get ready. I grabbed my back pack, keys, and a water bottle and I was out the door. I locked the door behind me and made my way next door to Ana's house, it was warm out but not too hot, the sun was still down and it was definitely too early to be awake. I slipped the key in Ana's front door and opened it slowly hoping not to wake her sleeping parents, and little sister. As I shut the door behind me I heard Ana yell "What's up bitch?!" I ran up to her room quickly, "Ana, shut up everyone is asleep!" I crossed my arms when I saw her still standing in her pajamas.
"I don't care, they're never quiet when I'm asleep." She didn't need any makeup, she only would put on mascara and lipstick and she still looked stunning. I sat down on her bed and played on my phone and opened my cereal bar and threw the other one at her. It took her about 5 seconds and she was finally done getting dressed. She put on a tight low cut black shirt with her denim jeans and a black choker around her neck, she pulled her hair down and brushed through her long black wavy hair, her hair was only a couple of inches shorter than mine and we both had the same brown eyes, now that I think about it we could pretty much pass for sisters. She finished getting ready and we both waked down the street together. The walking was silent and my head started to spin and the anxiety was starting up again.
"I'm scared" I admitted looking at her. She sighed and turned to look at me. "You're always afraid Sammy, it's going to be fine. You'll go into your classes and then 4th period I'll see you in lunch." She smiled at me and then grabbed onto my hand.
"Do you know who else is in our lunch period?" She smirked, I looked at her confused.
"Who?" I asked. She smiled and then stopped walking when we got to our bus stop.
"Those twins I was telling you about." She smiled and my heart sunk down, I didn't need to hear about any new boys, we didn't even get to school yet.
"How do you know?" I asked her holding in my excitement.
"Jake told me." she smiled and then I sighed softly, Jake used to be one of our friends on the block, I don't talk to him much anymore ever since he's gotten into alcohol and drugs, and ever since the incident. I hated when Ana brought up his name, but I really didn't want her to make a move on one of those twins because I was terrified if they both liked her and I was left with no one. My biggest fear; to be alone. The bus stopped in front of us and we both got in, and Jake followed behind us and sat in the seat next to us.
"Hey besties." He smirked, I roll my eyes and put both my headphones in and stared out the window.  All I kept hoping was that today would be a good start to a school year with no drama, no problems and certainly nothing like what happened this summer.