hidden-a shyland fanfic

56-red roses

WARNING-DARKER THAN PHIL LESTER'S HAIR
Shane's POV
I got up to a knock on the door after me and Ryland had fallen asleep earlier that night
I squinted at my bright phone screen to see it was 5 AM
Who the fuck would be at my house at in 5 fucking morning?
I walked down the dark hall and stairs and went to my
Door turning the kitchen light on in the process
I saw the dark night sky outside and Jessie in sweatpants and a sweater with her hair in a messy bun
As I opened the door more I saw tears rolling down her face
"What is it"I said rubbing my eyes
"She's gonna do it"she cried dragging me to her car
"Who?"I said groggily,getting in her car
"I think Lisa'd gonna k-kill h-h"she shuttered before bursting into tears
"What the fuck are you doing here drive and talk!"I said after realizing how mean that sounded
She drive anyway handing me her phone to see the messages from Lisa
Lisa-don't try to save me this time
Jess-what's going on
Lisa-I love you and wanted to say goodbye
Jess-Lisa you're scaring me
Lisa-I wish I could see Shane once more before I go tell him I love him
Jess-Lisa stop I know you have that blade in you're hand just please stop
Lisa-🔪💊💜💜💜
"Oh my god"I said tears rushing out of my eyes as Jessie pulled in
I got out and went to the door and knocked
Lisa opened it with makeup running down her face and blood running down her wrist
"W-w-wh-why"I said
"I missed it"she laughed holding up the blade
"You where doing so good"I said putting my hand on her shoulder she lifted up her sleeve to reveal what looked like at least 100 big and small cuts
"This is good?"she asked
I took her and and grabbed the almost dull blade
"No don't take it"she said sadly
I threw it off the balcony far so it landed in the woods
I went up and wrapped my arms around her as she started to cry
"Im so sorry Shane"she said
I took her hand in mine and held it tight
"Lisa"I said softly cuausingbher to look up,"you're going to be fine now let's go inside and i want you to tell me what happened"
She nodded and me her and Jessie went inside when I got into to the room filled with light I saw the table was filled with dull razors and blades and tips of blood
I felt tears sting my eyes I turned around to see Lisa hugging Jessie
I took a trash bag out of her cleaning supplies cabinet and went to the table I picked up one of the blades and stared at it
Then it happened
Flashback ((trigger warning))
I was about twelve and it was like three am when I came downstairs 'cause I thought I heard someone outside
"Dad?"I asked
Why was he here he moved out already
"If you tell your mother I'm here"he said holding up a small blade
"Jerid"I said yelling in as my fathers breath reaked of whiskey
"Fag"he said and threw the blade at my foot then ran
"Fuck"I mumbled
End of flashback
I stood up to go get a paper towel for the blood when I felt a sharp pain in my foot and all the memories came rushing back like a waterfall
"Fuck off"I thought outloud well actually screamed
"S-Shane?"Lisa asked
"No not you I stepped on a blade"I said as I wiped away tears that where streaming down my face
"Shane"Lisa said as I took the blade out of my foot placing it on a tissue and put another tissue on the cut
"What?"I asked sighing
"Jessie you go home I'll get Shane home"she said walking over to me
Jess nodded and left and Lisa just hugged me
I felt tears fall down my face and she cried too I Tightened my arms around her Andre just sat there
Ryland's POV
I woke up with no Shane next to me
"Baby?"I asked
No answer
I got up
"Shane?!"I said again
Still silence
I started running through the house
"Shane?!"I said
I decided to call him
"C'mon pick up baby"I said quietly
I heard ringing and ran to the bedroom to see Shane's phone on the side table
I texted his mom,Drew,Garrett,and Trisha to ask if they know why Shane was gone at 7 am
They all said they had no idea
"Wait he might be with Lisa"I said going onto Shane's phone to find Lisa's number
I texted her on my phone
Is Shane with u?,I can't find him and I'm scared~Ryland
I waited about three minutes until I got her text
Yeah he is :)
I felt my heartrate finally calm down knowing that he was safe
^_^
Did you die from feels Cuz oOPs sorry bout that
Also the book I talked about in my last A/N is up it is called 'late night lights'
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