POSSIBLY British (Harry Styles Fanfic)

Dang! It barley fits!

•Harry's pov•

*2 weeks later*

My phone buzzed and the screen lit up my whole room.

"Hello" I said in a groggy voice and turning to my clock to see it is 1am.

"Harry" a voice sobbed from the other end of the line "I-I need you could you m-maybe come o-over." It was Ella and something's definantly wrong.

"Yeah babe. I'll be there in 10 minutes everything's going to be alright just hang on."

I hopped out of bed and pulled on a t shirt seeing as i was sleeping in merely sweatpants.

I scooped up my phone and car keys and sped to Ella's house. Since Ella's parents are back home I don't know how I'm going to get into Ella's house let alone her room.

Within 5 minutes ( I was speeding don't speed children ) I was at her house. I quietly got out of my car and I heard Ella crying on her balcony. I climbed a small ladder leading to her balcony and pulled her into a huge hug.

"Shh shhhhh don't cry. it's all ok now your fine. I'm here your fine, your okay, your safe." I tried comforting her but she continued to cry.

"Love, can you tell me what happened?" I asked deeply concerned.

"All the hate I'm getting over social media for being your girlfriend. None of those girls telling me to kill myself because I'm a worthless slut realize how many times I've wanted to take my own life. I haven't slept all night, and I, I cut again."

Ella held out her arm. It was covered in cuts. It seriously hurt me to look at.

"I don't have a purpose in life. I already get enough verbal abuse from people who know me. and now that I'm getting it from people who have never laid eyes on me just confirms that I'm useless, I talented and ugly,i want to die harry. I just want to die."

" No you don't Ella, the only reason people say those things is because there just extremly jealous". I said trying to comfort her. but every word I said was true . "Ella there are so many people that love you. I love you, Lana loves you, the other lads, your family. if you took your life or even just died I would not know what to do with myself. I would feel as if it were my fault for not talking to you and helping you through all this."

We sat there staring at each other for a long while. There were too many cuts on her arm for me to count. and there were scratches on her neck that pained me to think of there reason for being there.

"Guess you can't kiss me that many times can you?" Ella sniffled, acknowledging that I had been staring at her arm.

"I don't know I can sure as hel* try."

I began to kiss her arm softly. every now and again she would wince in pain. the cuts were new so I know they hurt at least a little.

"Harry you can stop now, if you don't your lips might fall off." she tried to force a smile.

"Oh love." I whispered " I could kiss you forever."

With that I brought her lips to mine.

They moved harshly against each other. Her kisses made me feel like electricity was shooting through my whole body.

Normally Ella pulled away from my kisses or tried to stop me from kissing her, but this time she didnt.

I shifted slightly on the couch and my hands slid down to the small of her back. She moved her hands to my chest and bade me fall back. Ella then started kissing my neck and when she found my sweet spot she began to suck.