9 months. 9 months free of self harm. Thinking back to a year ago I never would have thought I would be clean for this long. I think the longest I would've thought I'd be clean was a day.
Hi, I'm Diana Kay Jackson. I have self harmed since I was 12. My parents died in a car crash and I felt like that was the end of me. Until.... he came. He helped me through the pain. But at the beginning before he actually knew me, The real me, he was a pain.
Wow, now that I'm thinking about it I cut for 5 years and 3 months. That is crazy. And just so you know I'm 17 years old and am going to Alexander James High-school which is in Goostrey, Cheshire.
I have brown wavy hair and icy blue eyes. They used to be a soft loveable blue but after my parents passed away I'm just so torn and now they are cold. I always thought 'I'm not good enough to be here' 'no on cares about me' 'I think it's my time to leave' but I realized there are so many that love each and everyone of us and we just don't notice.
I started finding stuff to do when I feel like I'm going to cave in and harm myself. I draw, listen to music, bake because food is good, I play instruments and one of my biggest ones is boxing. Yeah I know 'But you're a girl!' We'll girls can do almost all the things guys can!! And it helps take out my inner anger because I learned that letting it out on people isn't a very good decision.
This is my story...
