How can I be useful?
How can I be loved?
Everything I've done before, really isn't good enough.
How can I be useful?
I'm laying in the sand.
Trying to build a castle, but the wind and the water
laugh at my hands.
How can I be useful?
I'm trying and trying the best that I ever can.
i'm just a block of plain brown shit that doesn't stand a chance.
How can I be useful?
These clumsy hands, and feet and like.
How can I be useful when all i want to do is die?
How can I be useful when you are yelling for me to try
'get you act together' and getting me to cry?
How can I be useful, I really want success, I try
and cry and try, and end up with a sticky mess?
How can I be useful?
When I'm not pretty, pop, or sweet.
Mean as a grandma, and I really like to eat?
How can I be useful?
I'm really not anything.
No one cares.
No one knows.
I don't share. But really.
How can I I be useful, when I'm me?
I want to be useful. Tell me.
How can I be useful?
