I can't fall in love without falling in love with someone else.
What's wrong with me?
I can't stop thinking about him.
The thing is-
I'm not with him.
I'm with someone else
In "love" with someone else.
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JADE'S POV
One year, since I met Cameron. I was crazy for him- but was I in love? All these thoughts traveled through my mind as I entered the school halls.
As I walk into the school halls, two arms wrap around me, scaring me half way to death.
"Who the fuck are y- Cameron! You dick! You scared me!" I say with a tone.
"You look good, babygirl" Says Cameron in a flirty voice.
Please don't call me that.
"Thanks. I have to go.. See you at lunch?" I say, trying to change the subject.
"Ok baby.." Says Cameron in a deep voice.
"Bye." I say grabbing my stuff quickly, avoiding eye contact.
Ever since I've started talking to Grayson again, it's been awkward around Cameron and I.
Grayson's one of a kind. Nothing like his brother, which is a relief. He'd never leave me. I couldn't have said the same for myself, though.
Suddenly, a voice stops my train of thoughts.
Cameron.
"JADE!"
"What, Cameron?"
"I love you." He says while staring into my eyes.
"Me too. Bye."
I feel terrible for what I'm saying.
GRAYSON'S POV
"Give me my socks, Ethan!" I say while chasing my brother across the house.
"Over my dead body!" Says Ethan holding my last pair of socks.
"We're gonna be late for school!"
"Since when have you fucking cared about school?!"
"I just do. You don't want me to tell your friends about..." I say with a mischievous look on my face.
"About what? The amount of girls I've hooked up with? Go ahead, Gray!" Says Ethan laughing from afar.
"Not about that, E-tee-wee-tee."
Ethan gasps, then drops the sock.
"You wouldn't dare." Says Ethan with wide eyes.
"I won't- unless you give me that sock, E-tee-"
"Fine! Have your socks! Just don't tell anyone."
"Glad to have this talk." I say with a smirk.
"Hey Eth?"
"Yea bro?"
"Do you think I have a chance.. with her?" I say with an uncertain look on my face.
"If you're talking about Jade, don't get your hopes up, she has a boyfriend, Gray." Says Ethan while he combs his hair.
"Who said I couldn't get her back?"
"Society, Gray. She's happy. She broke up with you for a reason. She wasn't happy with you."
Ethan was right. Jade broke up with me because I didn't appreciate her, and she found someone who finally did. But I miss her. So much.
"Let's just get to school, Eth." I say, sounding disappointed.
JADE'S POV
"Hey bitch!" Says my best friend, Andrea.
"Hey dumb ho! Did you bring the stuff?" I say while re-doing my mascara.
"Well duh, now lets leave this place."
