Please not agian daddy

Why daddy why?

I see kids with the most happiest parents. Parents who would do anything for their kid....not me. That's what I wish and that I felt but unfortunately I can't feel the jental embrace of a mother's hug..... my mother is dead. My father is a horrible person, he's abused me, hit me, even killed my dog. The worst he did was my mother, he would make her bleed and hurt....but then I woke up and my mom..she wasn't there...she wasn't there to cook my breakfast or fold my clothes or make me feel good when daddy would put me down. My dad came in the door and said, your mother no longer be with us she got what was coming, know listen cause your life depends on it don't say a word about this to anyone or anything or I will make you pay! I ran to my room crying feeling grief and agony because of this I want to join mom in the grave but my dad would not let me die....my name is Lisa willams I am 13 years old and this is my suicide note, so let me tell the story before I go. It was another day without my mom, I cooked my dad breakfast witch he always complained about saying your food is crap you must get it from your mother. My self-esteem was broke everyday even if I questioned him he would make me bleed. The most demeaning thing he would make me do is dance for him not a normal dance but a dirty dance. Then came one day where my father said, now you are going to enter this running track lead it has a two thousand dollar prize and if you loose you will regret it. The next three moths were horrible hours of intense training for the track run the words I heard everyday was you better win. One night after practice I was evan more tired than usual so I went to sleep then I made a mistake. I was dreaming, I saw me being abused and tortured, I saw every blood and tier I shed. Then I was running and running in an endless hallway with my dad chasing me he had a knife in his hand he said win or not, life or die, you are nothing to me I only need you as my salve, you are worthless to me. Then I woke up thinking about what to do if I call the cops my dad would track me down...so I thought death could help me.... so here we are now thank you for listening to my story but now I think can death evan help me?