Sky pov
I went straight home.Once I got there I chilled and watched some tv.I then remembered that I'm going to James party at six.it is now four.i decided to go to my brothers grave.my brother died three years cause of the streets,probably the same way ima die.he was the leader of bloods gang which I now take his spot and lead.He always told me he was gonna get out of the game and that he would never want the life of being a thug to be the life for but we'll you know,that didn't work out.He got jumped and shot up by the southside crips.That day was also my thirteenth birthday.I got a call while I was waiting for him to arrive at the beach for my party.his homeboy Trent called and told me what happened . .....
Trent - baby girl
Me-he bro how-
Trent -donovan got jumped and I think shot.your mom is behind the ambulance truck and I'm on my way to get you be ready
Before I could respond he hung up.the earth was spinning.i couldn't believe what he had told me.i quickly got my stuff.trent pulled and I hopped in the car.
Me - I'm so scared.why god.on my birthday really?
Trent - it's gonna be ok babygirl
Me-i hope so
We then pulled up to the emergency room.right when I walked in all I see is my mom and surprisingly my dad bawling out crying
Me-momma please please don't tell me he gone
Momma - I'm so sorry baby
I ran out. I didn't know nor cared where I was going. I ended up back at the beach. I cried so hard to the point where I couldn't cry no more . I ran to water no wing I can't swim and went to the deep part . I wanted to drown. I almost did until arms wrapped around me and Trent pulled me back to the surface.
Trent - it ain't worth baby.it ain't worth it.
He repeatedly kissed my forehead and held me while we both sobbed.My brother was gone.My bestfriend.My everything...gone...
Two months later Trent died.I lost both my loves . I cried my last year drop which hit the first initial of my brothers name on his grave sight.This is the only place I get vulnerable . The only place where I'm not ace...
*heyyy it's hannah.i know I know.yall mad it's short but I love yall
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"why"
Teen Fictionwhy should I care . everything I do or try to accomplish ends up or seems fucked up.you say I need help ,naw I need a blunt.you say I need love ,naw I need money.What the hell is a boy gonna do for me...nothing.why should my fragile ass fall in l...
