Call Me Crazy But I Love Him (Urban)

Chapter 1-The Furthest Thing From Perfect

Life Always Been Fucked Up For Me Since Day 1.I Always Felt Like I Was Born To The Wrong Family.If I Told You My Life Story You'll Break Down And Cry And Ask Me Why Haven't I Committed Suicide.Please Believe That I Tried Too But It Never Worked.Thats Just How Fucked Up My Life Is.

It Was The Day Last Day Of School And I've Been Filling Out Applications For Colleges.Hoping I Get Accepted To One Far Away From Here.I Was Smart When It Came To School I Had To Be I Remember Someone Told Me In This World You Either Have Beauty And Brains And The Lucky People Have Both.I Never Thought I Was Pretty I Have Very Low Self Esteem.I Was light Skinned,Short,Pretty Brown Eyes,I Guess The Only Good Thing About Me Was That I Was Thick.I May Be 17 But I Had A Body Like A 21 Year Old.

I Was Walking Home With My Home Girls Candace Aka Candy And La'Keshia Aka Keke.The 3 Of Us Were Like Sisters We All Understood Each Other Because We All Was In Fucked Up Situations Candy Mother Work All The Time And The Time She Did Have Off She Spent It With Her Boyfriend Instead Of Candace.Keyshia Daddy Was A Drunk And Was Abusive To Her Keke Mama Her Daddy Even Smacked Keyshia A Couple Of Times.

We All Was Going Through Some Shit But We Were All Determined To Get Out Of Our Situations Especially Me.

As We're Walking To My House Candy Pointed At Some Niggas That Was On The Block Shootin Dice And Drinking And Smoking And Said "I Know Some Of Them Yall Lets Go See What Them Niggas Talking About"

So We Followed Candy To This Trap House And My Boo Calvin Was Shooting Dice With Some Niggas

Calvin Was The Sexiest Nigga In The Hood He Looked Exactly He Was Light Skinned With Sky Blue Eyes He Was A Hustler I Know Him Because My Mama Bought Crack From Him All The Time I Liked Calvin And I Knew He Liked Me To I Can Tell By The Way He Looks At Me

"There Go Yo Man" Keke Whispered In My Ear I Just Blushed.We Was All In A Crowd Surrounding The Niggas And Than Elijah Looked At Me And Said "Come Blow My Dices" I Smiled As Walked Closer To Him And Blew My Breath In His Hand Where The Dice Were

And Than He Said "You Better Be Lucky" I Grinned And Replied "I'm Always Lucky" He Shoots The Dice And Gets A 7 He Just Stares At Me As I Walked Away From Him "Aye Where You Going The Game Ain't Over Yet" He Said I Turned Around And Responded "I Gotta Get Home" And He Just Smiles At Me

"You Going Home For Real" Candy Asked

"Yeah I Better Get Home And Check On My Little Sisters Because If I Don't Nobody Will But Ima Call You Later" I Said As I Hugged Her

"Alright Bye" She Said In My Ear As She Releases Me From Her Arms

And Than I Started Walking Home

I Wanted To Stay There With Calvin But I Knew My Sisters Were Probably At Home Alone With Nothing To Eat.And My Mama Was Probably Somewhere Getting High

I Remember When My Mama Was Clean And She Cared About Us She Was A Great Mother At One Point But Than She Started Fucking With Some Thug Nigga And He Gotta Hooked On Crack And Every Since Than She Haven't Been Right.

I Arrived Home And My Mother Was Sitting On The Couch With The Landlord Mr.Joe "Hey Baby" She Said To Me As Mr.Joe Stared At Me As If He Wanted To Eat Me

I Smiled And Than Quickly Walked To My Sisters Bedroom When I Open The Door Mia Who Was 4 And Kimmy Who Was 2 Were Sitting On There Bed Playing With There Barbie Dolls

"I'm Home" I Said As They Smiled At Me And Ran To Me And Hugged Me

"Yall Missed Me" I Asked Them

"Yes I Missed You Asiaa" Mia Said In A Little Adorable Baby Voice

"I Hungry Asia" Kimmy Said

"Okay Ima Make Yall Something To Eat" I Said