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Hi my name is Jake and this is a story about my love life I will be making more books as my life goes bye and thanks for reading.

Its a beautiful sunny Monday and it's 7:39 am and I'm at school I start my day talking to my friends and one minute later I see the love of my life name Justin as I see hem my heart beats fast as if I've been running four hours he sees me and says hi to me at that moment I blush in excitement I said hi back and my friend's laughed at me but I didn't care because I only felt happens in my heart. as the bell rings I head to my first class though it is high school I had to walk through a bunch of people and when I made it to class I was only thinking of Justin I couldn't get hem of my mind as Mr.John picked me to solve a algebra problem and that's when I was scared I didn't know what to do I was lost people looked at me and some even laughed at me I was mad because I was distracted  and as I get ready to solve the problem the bell rings and I get happy because I was saved by the bell. As I walk to my next class I see Justin again talking he's friends he looked at me and I couldn't help but look back at hem with a smile I felt weird but he smiled back and that's when I felt happy and forgot about my fear of what happened at class, as the warning bell rings I get scared and run to class worried that I would mess class and go to sweep as I get ready for personal finance the bell rings and I check my grades I still couldn't get my mind off justin I smiled Everytime I thought of hem I couldn't bare myself to come to tell hem how I felt I was afraid worried that I'll get my heart broken so I let it be as a secret, but one day...It happened...I was talking to my friend from advisery name Kenny he told me if I loved someone I should tell them how I feel and who cares if he doesn't like me back sure as my other friends told me, saying no don't listen, or that's a bad idea, I was tired of keeping it a secret I had to tell hem because every second I kept it as a secret it hurt...Like if I got shot multiple times so when I told Justin how I felt he smiled and hugged me I felt happy and I blushed as he hugged me I wanted to cry but I couldn't...he would think I was weird I was just so happy that I could kiss hem but I didn't...As days past bye and it's December 18, 2016 I begin to feel sad because justin treats me like a friend though I told hem on August 4, 2016 he acted weird as if he was scared of me Everytime I tried to talk to hem...He would push me away...I cryd and it hurt real bad to see the love of my life treat me like this I had enough so I kinda left hem I still said hi but was never around hem like that he's two friends Sarah and Kimberly tried to help to make me and Justin a thing but I felt weird as if he wanted me gone and I knew it and so did they I have up on Justin I had enough of he wanted me gone he should of told me...And on December 29, 2016 we where walking together we got to know each other thanks to he's two best friends and he asked if I had social media I gave hem my snapchat and from there on we talked he was laughing and so was i, I was happy and those feelings came back I found out he was gay like me and I was happy because I found someone like me but he keep treating me like a friend it was annoying....I told hem I loved hem more then the world but it wasn't enough for hem to see how much I cared for hem so I let it be as if we never knew each other those feelings left and stopped talking to me....I still remember what Mike said to me he said if he cared about me he would keep trying to talk to me...But Justin stopped talking to me the next day after I ignored hem he never texted me and I was mad sad so much emotions that I couldn't handle it I had to cry I couldn't hold it anymore I was just so mad I didn't have control over my tears and I never liked hem again....

To be continued

So what did you think of my love life story I'll be making part 2 someday I already have stuff that happened and yes it was last year but this year more stuff is happening and thanks for reading.

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⏰ Last updated: Jan 27, 2017 ⏰

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