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So this is my fith book...my sister/bestfriend keeps getting on my case that I should start writting more "thug books" and I kinda agree with her. she gon tell me to start writting some but don't wanna help me -_-

Anyways this is a lil introduction, more chapters comming soon

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*Averi

"Your all that matters to me.... yeah yeah"

"Ain't worried about nobody else"

"If ain't you then i ain't myself"

"You make complete"

"Your all that matters to me"

"Yeah yeah"

"What's a king bed without a queen"

"There ain't no "I" in team"

"You make me complete"

"Your all that matters to me"

It was after 6 p.m and I was in my college dorm room jamming to some JB.

Don't get me wrong I'm not a huge fan of him,but that nigga then upgraded.He grown up. I was 16 when I discovered about him and now 19 going on 20 in a few months.

Any who my name is Averi pickett.Im bright skin,and have long black thick curly hair.Im about 5'5,dark brown eyes female,wear huge glasses, and have braces

Yeah I'm a geek, but that's ok cause it's not like I'm here to impress somebody ?

I go to Beverly Hills college for psychology

I also have a part-time job at a sneaker store down the street from my college

My whole entire life I've been the goody two shoe girl.I never got in a fight.Never failed,im a straight A student,always obey'd the rules ,that type of stuff

I'm quiet as people would say.I don't like violence,and I'm just not into socializing.

Not because I'm scared to speak but because I know that I'm not good enough.The boys and girls that live on this college campus are completely big and cute.I never had any type if friendship what's so ever because I would always get teased on how I look and what I wear.

Example: most girls where skinny jeans,leggings,skirts, or tights.

I wear baggy jeans, tored up shoes, and faded our hoodies

My t-shirts are mininum.

My job only pays me 5$ an hour and the stores around here are very expensive.Plus I have to purchase books and pay for my food.

I'm not poor because I actually got asked into this college.

But the people here don't care about that.All they care about is how big is your ass? or how much money you hold in your pocket

I still get bullied though it hasn't changed.

When i was younger my mom was very poor.she could barley have enough money to feed me and my brother.my brother didn't like the fact that we was living that way so he started selling drugs.He ended up getting caught and got sentenced to jail for 5 years.

He on his 3rd year and he doing good,ive been writting him and he had been writting back.

He says when he comes back he gon try to finish off his school,get his diploma and go to college.

He says that the street life ain't down for him.

But I can only pray for the best out of him

My father was shot 9 times trying to run the streets and sell drugs.Im glad the same thing didn't happen to my brother.My mom right now is currently living in a 1 bed room apartment and is living in the hood.she dosent have enough money to move so it's really hard on her.