TRIGGER WARNING MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, OVERDOSE, ATTEMPTED SUICIDE, AND EATING DISORDERS. IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THAT DO NOT READ THIS.
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Sam was sure that the entire world could hear his heart, the heart that beat for the man on the edge.
The streets were crowded as people went about their day, as always. After all, in the city everyone was always buzzing around. Cars, people on bikes, people walking, people running. People with bags, people with suit cases, people holding hands and people avoiding each other. Everyone was in their own little place, some were calm, others panicked, and as for Sam, he was terrified.
"Gabriel, please. please pick up the phone. I'm worried, and I need to tell you something. "
Of all things that could have happened Sam did not expect this. He never expected the note, and he never expected Gabriel to be struggling so much.
"Gabriel, I've called the police. Please, Don't do this. I'm nothing without you."
"I've made up my mind, Sammwich."
"Don't jump. Please Gabriel, don't do it."
~Click~
Sam swore as he ran down the block, people yelling at him and swearing at him as he knocked a lady over, and as he bumped into several more people. His legs went as fast as they could until he found it. He found the building. the tall, silver building that Gabriel worked at. Sam ignored the honking and the several cars almost hitting him as he ran across the street, looking up and finding, as he expected to find, the short honey eyed man that he had fallen in love with at the top. As sirens wailed, Sam realized why. He didn't want to die, he wanted the pain to stop. Even though they were a hundred and fifty or so feet apart, they both knew that they were looking into each others eyes.
It was a haze as doctors and police ran to his body, and Sam was the first there. red, tear stained eyes looked down at a man who's eyes were once like honey, now just red. Crimson, you could say. Sam's eyes cried tears, Gabriel's blood. Sam felt his heart break into so many pieces so fast that he couldn't help but fall to his knees. His arms wrapped around Gabriel's lifeless body, taking it out of the unnatural position it was previously in, and as Sam hugged Gabriel one last time before being torn away forever, he whispered,
" I love you."
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It had been a year, and it hadn't gotten any better. Sam stood in his bedroom, with a pen to write the note. The paper was slightly crumpled, and he wrote with shaking hands and chicken scratch for writing,
"I loved him. I loved him so much. I can't live without him. I just cant live anymore. I can't do this. I would take being tortured by the devil over this. I used to think that death was the worst that could happen. I was wrong. Dean, I'm sorry. treat Cas well, and Cas, take care of Dean. he'll need it."
The note was short and sweet, and just like Gabriel, Sam didn't want to die, he just wanted the pain to stop. His hands and knees were shaking as he clambered up onto the slightly unsteady chair, and he didn't even hesitate as he put the rope around his neck.
"Gabriel, this is for you." He whispered, and kicked the chair back, then, everything went black.
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Random destiel and sabriel one shots (Boyxboy)
FanfictionA collection of Destiel and Sabriel oneshots, most are AU. TW SOME OF THESE MAY BE TRIGGERING SO PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SELF HARM, EATING DISORDERS, SUICIDE, OR ABUSE OF ANY KIND.
