In All The Time I've Been Here . .

Four: Julian

I didn't see much of my boy for a while after that. It seemed like he knew just how to avoid him. At least just as much as I knew where to find him but I knew he didn't want to see me after that. I couldn't blame him, I would be freaking out too if I kissed my drama teacher. But a part of me was holding onto the thought that maybe I was more than that to him. God I hope I was more than that to him. I walked to the choir room to put my stuff away since I technically didn't have a office of my own now and walked to the auditorium, turning on the lights as I went. I leaned against the wall and looked over some of the student's plays they've written for class on Friday and correcting things and helping some spots when I heard one of the doors open. I didn't look up, just answered. "Good morning, what do you want?" I asked monotonous.

"Well good morning to you too. I'm guessing the whole heart eyes crush didn't end well?" The deep voice asked back. I sighed and looked up at Avi. "I'll have you know your psychology doesn't work on me. And anyways I haven't seen him lately that's all." Oh lord I sound like a moody teenager. "It actually does cause you look like death and I'll tell you one thing. He doesn't look too good either, he looks miserable." Avi said back which caused my worry to skyrocket and I think he noticed as well. "You two need to talk this shit out and sooner rather than later if you think anything beside a little fling is going to happen" Avi stated, jaw clenched. "Since when did I ever say it was going to be a fling?" I snapped back at him. "You saw what happened with Travis first hand. You know how this will end. YOU KNOE NOT TO FUCK AROUND WITH THEM" he yelled which I'm sure everyone near could hear. "You know damn right not to talk about Travis. Now now. Not ever." I growled looking at my friend who I thought would never do this to me. "Mitchell, you saw yourself what happened. He couldn't take it in our life." He said, lowering his voice now. "I know that Avi. I'm the one that found him.." I whispered back looking down at the wooden floor now. "I'm just trying to warn you that it might happen again and I don't want to see you in pain for centuries on end again Julian" he said softly. I nodded softly. Julian. I haven't heard someone call me that in years. "Thanks Avi, but I think...he's the one as crazy as that sounds." I whispered and out of the corner of my eye I saw Avi nod a bit. "Then tell him that, I think he needs to hear it himself." He said back before giving me a quick hug before the bell rang signaling the start of first period.

I went back to grading but my mind was elsewhere. It was towards the middle of the year by now and the play was in process as well, auditions being this Thursday. It was up to me to choose roles and such and I was torn between Wicked and West Side Story. Both are my favorites and I know that we could put a good show on with them considering we had someone else to create the choreography. My mind wondered over to Scott, which wasn't that surprising, but none the less it was still affecting me. He was so young and confused and then there was me...a beast of a creature that was known for killing that's loved for centuries.. would it be best to let him go? I mean he would probably be better off without the craziness that's been around be for forever now. But how would he react? I need to figure this out before anything..

[ A/N: okay. It seriously what should the play be?? I need ideas it doesn't even have to be listed there. Plus I guess the chapters are going to be be pretty short and idk how this story is going together anyhow..? ]