To my ex

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I thought that I was getting over you.
It's been awhile now since I left.
But you keep giving me hope.
For a second , I thought we were going to get back together. I was so happy. You told me you missed me. And you loved me. That you still had feelings for me.
And all of a sudden, you dropped me. You stopped answering my messages.
And soon you just deleted me off snapchat.
But not off Instagram.
Now all I see is the pictures you post about your new girl. How much you love her. How she's gorgeous.
And all I keep thinking is , that's should be me.
I thought we were going to be together for awhile.
I remember when I was the one you would gush over on social media. To your friends. To my friends. Anyone.
And now I'm not the one.
And I hate it.
I hate that I miss you this much. I hate that I wanna cry. I hate it all.
But most of all , I hate that i wish I was still there. Because if I was there , we would be together without a doubt.
Why did it so this to me ?
I have never gotten this attached to anyone. And relationship.
Why can't I move on? You did. I should too.
And I really thought I was.
I was making progress. I really was. And then you came back into my life for that brief moment. And it all came back.
You don't care about my feelings.
I guess you don't have to anymore.
I really should hate you. But I can't. And sometimes I wanna hurt you , but i would never.
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I still miss you.

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