My Secret, You Will Keep

Prologue - The Lonely Daughter

I miss you.. i caught myself saying out loud. I really did miss my dad though, he was like my best friend, always making me laugh, always treated me like no else existed, giving me little presents but he knew i would love them. He was the perfect father.. but sadly he's gone now. All because of a drunk driver, who didn't even bother to stop and see if any one was injured... a simple hit and run. No one ever found the man or women, but i hope their conscious gives them hell for taking my father away forever.

It's berly been two weeks since my dad past away. The house feels sad, and alone, with out the reason of happiness in it. Oh my father, the man who practically raised me on his own, my mom was always too busy working. I dispise her job, and most of the time her.

I start high school tomorrow, i'm looking foward to getting out of this stupid house. The unexciting things about school tomorrow is that i will only hear laughter, and see smiles everywhere, & people gathering around desk, and talking about their summer, how great it probably was.

I checked my phone it was getting pretty late, so I texted my boyfriend Kyle good night. I couldn't wait too see him tomorrow, i need one of his hugs. Oh i would kill to have him laying down next to me, the warmth of his body keeping me cosy. But i would have to wait till that day could finally come..

Dissolve Me  - Chapter One

 "Serenity Nichole Payne, get your ass out of bed right now, you're gonna be late, c'mon" My mom yelled from downstairs. --  "Serenity!!" She yelled desperately several times.  "God mom, shut up i'm up." I finally answered. I lied, i was in bed, still wearing my pajamas.

 Since the death of my dad i just didn't feel like getting ready for anything, and in this occasion school. So I laid in my half empty room, staring at nothing.

Eventually I found myself looking at the collage of pictures i had on my wall. Many Pictures of my friends & I, but mostly pictures of my dad, i missed him so much, so many good memories I thought to myself. And then I saw a picture of Kyle, his beautiful green eyes looked as if they were staring right at me. Oh Crap Kyle .. I forgot i had promised him we would meet infront of the school at 8:35 a.m.

I looked at my clock and it was 8:50, i jumped out of bed and hurried into the restroom to brush my teeth and put on some make-up. I quickly found something casual to wear. My favorite jeans with little rips here and there, my black high-tops & the yellow Pink Floyd shirt that my dad gave me for my birthday last year. In 8 minutes i was ready so i got my backpack and ran down stairs.

My mom was leaning on the counter reading the newspaper, eating a banana. She was dressed in a stupid navy blue suit that made her look fifty-years old. But everytime i told her something about the suit, she would say "Now Serenity, you know my job requires me to look formal. So i must wear this suit" She works for CPS-Child Protective Service & i hate that she does.

I picked up a banana and said "Hurry up mom, let's go" -- "If you would have woken up earlier you wouldn't be in such a hurry." She answered. But as usual i ignored what she had just told me, i started to walk towards the door and i screamed "Kyle's waiting for me, i'll be outside"  Approximately 5 minutes later, she finally walked out the long red front door and got in our black SUV. The whole way to Silver Creek High School was silent, i didn't feel like arguing with my mom, that's all we've done since the day.

The ride took longer than expected, but finally we arrived at the parking lot of Silver Creek. I could see Kyle from a distance sitting in a bench by the main entrance to the school, his dirty-blonde hair was fixed to were it looked good but not exaggerating. His head between his knees, looking annoyed. I jogged to him.

"Kyle!" - I yelled out and smiled. "Oh hi, Serenity" - He said sounding a little mad. Before i could say anything he started talking again. "What took so long? it's already 9:06 a.m. I've been here since eight. Didn't you get all my text? or where you just ignoring me? Why do you always do this to me? you always leave me waiting for you like an idiot." -- " Babe, you're not an idiot and i'm sorry my phone was on silent." I said to him. He walked away without saying a word.. so i sat on the bench feeling confused.

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Lonely - Chapter Two

 The bell rang, so i got up and walked in to the main entrance. My first day of high school had officially started, and I wasn't even excited anymore. I tried not to think about this morning, so i started thinking about all my classes.

First period was about to start and i couldn't remember what i had so I was digging thru my backpack, while walking trying to get my schedule out of my binder. When i just fell to the ground not knowing why, soon i realized this cute tall boy standing infront of me. I figured we both must have been distracted and we collided in a hurtful way. He quickly helped me get up and gathered all my belongings. He look sheepish, while handing me my binder and papers.

"Um, I"m so sorry i was playing around with my friends and well i didn't see you" -- He said in a sincere way. "It's okay, it was also my fault i'm kinda lost and can't seem to find my schedule in my backpack"  I said.

"This schedule?" He said while handing me a paper, that sure enough were my classes. "Yes, thank you" I answered while grabbing my paper and tucking it in my back pocket.  "I um noticed you have History first period with Mr.Culan, and i have him too so um i could walk you if that's okay?" He asked in a very shy way. "Yes, please" i answered.

To be honest he's kinda cute, long dark brown hair that covers his forehead, you can still see his big light blue eyes though, he also has long pretty eyelashes. He's about six feet tall, and built. He was dreamy.. my thoughts drifted as i heard him speaking again.

"My name's Alan by the way" he said while smiling showing some deep dimples on his cheeks. "I'm Serenity, nice to meet you"

Few moments later, i was in a class full of obnoxious kids talking about their amazing summer. I decide to sit in the back of the room, hoping i would see Kyle in class. The bell rang, and he wasn't in there, so he must have another homeroom. I started to wonder off in my thoughts, thinking if he would still be mad at me later, i hoped not.

"Okay, everybody settle down and find a seat or i will assign you one" -- Said the man. He looked to be in his early fourty's, he also looked like he would be a good teacher or i atleast i hoped he would be. "My name is Mr. Culan and i will be your History teacher, i better not have any problems this year, because i won't hesitate to call your parents, understood? good." His class went pretty fast, and most of the morning too.

I was sitting by myself at a round table in the cafeteria, when i noticed Kyle was talking to some old friends and a couple sophomores. Molly my bestfriend, didn't say a word to me i guess she didn't really notice me. I couldn't believe i was being ignored, i got so sad the rest of the day but thank god all my classes flew by. I have Alan for all of my classes, so i wasn't so alone. He was basically the only person i knew now. He's a really nice guy, and funny too.

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