Chasing Adam (fan fiction)

July 2

Alone, that's how I feel right now. All I feel is alone. and with all that has happened to me, I don't know if I am meant to be alone.

I just got out of a relationship with an abusive man, forced upon me by my parents. He was a lawyer and this is what my parents wanted. What they didn't know was his abusive habits. He had a short fuse and I was afraid to come home every evening.

I would make excuses to leave, I would rather be anywhere then with him. One day it hit me. I cannot spend the rest of my life with this person. My parents would be upset, but it was their fault forcing me into an unwanted marriage at such a young age.

I finally got the nerve to divorce Him. I can't even mention his name because the thought of the pain he brought to my life is unbearable. He always made me feel like such a worthless being, I couldn't stand it. It's been a few weeks, and I feel so alone.

July 6

Today, I met with some friends and we talked about my divorce. They tell me I should start dating again. They say it's good for me if I want to move on. I want to forget but right now it seems impossible.

July 7

I reconsidered what my friends told me. I think they're right. I never really had the chance to meet someone I really cared about.. Except the one boy I ever truly loved. Adam. I was young, maybe I wasn't in love, but the way he made me feel wasn't anything you could ever imagine.

July 9

Yes, his name was Adam, Adam Levine. Just mentioning his name makes me smile. I miss him. I dated him for about a year, until my parents found out that he was a struggling musician. I was forced to break up with him. Oh how I cried, but my parents never cared. I'm sorry, I can't right anymore today.

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