Life

My younger self

So there I was sitting in my mothers tummy, I couldn't wait to be born. There was a problem, my mother had to have a c section. My mother had died as soon as soon as she saw my eyes.

I was there crying at my dad. My dad was yelling, " it should've been me, honey come back to us we need you?" As soon as he was praying she came back. She said her last 5 words, "Take care of our daughter." She suddenly was gone for good.

Since tht day I have been praying to see her again. She brings me up when I am upset with my dad, I see her in my dreams every night. I wish I could see her every day. " she didn't want this" I started to cry into my pillow that I got from my mother. I didn't know what to do then just that she will always be in my heart always.

I went to snuggle with my dad. He is my everything. If I didn't have him I don't know what I would do. " Dad could you explain what happend with mom and how she died?" My dad started to tear up and just hugged me tightly. " I don't think I'm ready." I just fell asleep in to his arms.
My dad wispered to him self," I love you, and kissed my head." He got up and got dressed, he grabbed his keys and woke me up. "Honey lets go I have to take you somewhere u need to see." I watched my dad tear up. He is very emotional person.
"I got in the truck with my dad and always sat in the trunk. It was fun letting the wind blowing in my face and through my long brown hair. Then I asked, " Where are we going daddy?" My dad smiled and said, "We are going to see your mother." I didn't know what he ment I was only 10. I just continued to have my fun.
When we got there it started to rain. " daddy what's this place." He took me to the grave that said "Sarah, loving wife and and has a beautiful dauther" my dad sat on her grave and put me in his lap and cryed more. "Daddy why are you crying?" I sat and heard my dad trying to know what's wrong. "Your mother is underneath us, would you like to stop by everyday to say goodnight and good morning everyday?"
I said yes and fell back to sleep as my dad was singing my favorite song that I loved when I was 3. " You are my sunshine." He carried me back to the car and we went home.