It Was Nothing (uncompleted)

Before

A/N: New witting format because I wasn't feeling my old one. I want it to sound more professional. 

Andrew's POV

I laid in bed. Confused, lost, empty. I need her. I can't leave and leave it like this. Without talking to her. I know I fucked up but I need to talk to her and try to figure it out. I miss her and I really need her. I look at the clock and it's 8 am.I hop out of bed and put on black jeans and a black t-shirt. I don't mind doing my hair;  I need to see her right now. I look around and find my car keys.  I get in my car and speed out the drive way to our house. 

What will I say to her. That I fucked up. That I need her back. That I love her and promise her I'll be faithful. Should I tell her everything. The things I've never told her. Like how many girls I've had seen when I was drunk or stoned and hope she'll take me back. I'm such a fucking pussy. I need to say sorry. Tell her my mistakes and stop keeping secrets from her. But fuck will she understand. How many times will it take for her to finally tell me that I fucked up and there's no going back.

*Flashback*

I stumble in the door drunk and stoned out of my mind. Sophi is on the couch waiting for me like most almost every fucking morning. "Where were you", she calls out. "None of your fucking business", I groan. "Andrew it's eight in the fucking moring. You were out all night." I roll my eyes. "Andrew look at me", she walks up to me and grabs my face and observes carefully. "Your drunk and high again. How many times do you have to do this." She says with disappointment clear in her voice. "Leave me alone", I say and I walk away and sit on the couch. " Andrew you always do this. You can't just not home all night." "You always give me shit for not coming home." She sighs,"Are you okay."  "I'm fine." I say but my voice sounds clearly intoxicated. 

That's when I puke all over the floor and on my clothes. She grabs me and helps me upstairs and into the bathroom where I once again throw up into the toilet. Once I'm done she turns on the shower and forces me in there. I jump from the coldness of the water and my clothes cling to me skin leaving me shivering. She hands me a towel and leads us to our bedroom. 

She helps me undress and lays me down in the bed. And she sits at the edge. It seems to be a routine for me now a days to come home and her help me. This is all kind of fucked up now that I start thinking about it. I begin to feel my eyes get heavy. And I'm almost fall asleep when I hear her whisper. "I love you so much. Why can't you stop why can't it be like before."

*End of flash back* 

Before...

Everything was different before. Much more than now. I think that was when she was truly the happiest I've ever seen her. When we barely got drunk, we didn't party so much, and I was close to her. I feel like we were unofficially dating before I asked her to be my girl all those years ago. But asking her to be mine was one of the best things I have ever done. 

*FlashBack*

"Babe hurry up your so slow."

"I'm right behind you." 

"Cmon we are going to miss it. "

"We won't", I tell her and she smiles. 

Man that god damn beautiful smile that made her eyes shine and the orange sunlight hitting her skin. And her ass. Fuck! 

"Andrew are you staring at my ass?"

 "Um no..." ,I laugh. 

She gives me a look," Sure!" 

Then I give her a but a squeeze. 

"Nope" she scolds at me and slaps my hand away. 

We continue to walk until to get to the beach. Our beach. I grab her turn her around grab her ass and kiss her aggressively. "Your mine and only mine." I say. "What ever you say, Fontenot." I reach my back pocket and take out a small thin box.  "Sophia." "Yes", she says as she turns around. I hold up the box and open it reveling a gold necklace. With the heart charm in the with her initials engraved into the backs. 

"Oh my god Andrew. Its beautiful!", she screams and holds her hands to her mouth. 

"It's nothing special, really. I just wanted to do something nice with me from all we've been through."  

But I stopped from saying more from her lips on mine. 

"I love it. Thank you." And she hugs me.

 " I love you" I whisper. 

"I love you" she whispers back.

*End of Flashback*

I need this back. I need her back. Before I know it I am pulled up into our drive way.