I can't say I under stand but I know people love you like me and so I don't like..no I hate to hear you say "I want to kill my self" because think how I and everyone that has been in your life and made you realise the change of life but some times there are some changes that you don't what to see because it will make you question to the point of death but we must face the other way around and question whether to thank the choices that was given by god and fed to the brim of love from the other that remind you of the times you forget of the virus that is slowly killing the young brain and making a home in out anxiety so don't think you have to solve this by telling the people your virus but think of all the anti virus that are helping you in you amazing life ps I am seriously serious about you I worry and so how you take this is your consideration.....P.S. you are a big part of every body and things life
