Lost in the confusion of my mind
Looking for a way out
Held captive by my own fears and insecurities
Caught up in my emotions of love & lust, joy & pain
Ready to cry to the world and wonder if they understand my tears
Always keeping my head bowed too afraid to see my future
Afraid of the hurt & pain that awaits me
My heart is filled with rage & desire for someone I can't have
Biting my tongue for others because of the fear of being alone
Compromising for everyone else but getting nothing in return
Wondering why life is such a bitch but loving everything about it
The ups and downs; the tears and smiles
Praying that someone can love me for me
Regretting all the things that I've done in my past to bring pain to others
Lost with no way out
Thanking God for letting me see another day but ready to write My Suicide Note because of all the pain I've endured
Afraid to take off my mask because of the judgment that lies ahead
Lost in my own confusion
Someone rescue me before I drown
