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Suicide?

April 7th 2117 Ze means he/she gender neutral

Growing your house
So my friend Evan is an expert in architecture horticulture or growing your own house which is really cool way too get a house I lov the whole back too nature thing. Anyways, Evan just contacted me all WAT wired and tired as his recent creation a  two story plant house has just disappeared.
Evan has read some of my blogs and thought I could help. Ze is my first real paid detective job yeah! Triple yeah!! My brand new detective hat is ready just made it this morning really cool I said really cool three times my friend Nancy said I couldn't say really cool 12 times in a post I will show Nancy I can really cool really cool. okay I admit it's just silly I think Ze just loves really cool  okay back too my first real detective job my serious detective is hat is on and I am walking over too Evan place. Yes some people do still walk places....Evan showed me an empty space which once had Ze's really cool new plant house.  The only thing a little strange I could notice after close inspection was some ant mounds but no ants I asked Evan if there was any ants around evan did not notice any,  I took some samples .

   I just got an important message from Sam it doesn't say what's it's about only to come over now. Sam is quite demanding  sometimes doesn't ze know I am in a middle of a important investigation not cool Sam.  Hey a bunch of people are saying it's important too see Sam hmm this is either a big practical joke or something happening.  Okay with much tribulation I am off my mind is racing what could of happened Kim just showed up something serious must be happening.

Okay my stomach is full of rocks Sam has this solemn intense expression Ze walks over gives me a warm hug and whispers in my ear Darlene just committed suicide. Is this a joke I reply I can not believe what I am hearing . 

As the truth fills me a deep sob starts to wrench my body everything is spinning, A hard blow of psychic darkness fills my soul. Every good feeling every happy memory has been suddenly drained from me . In a red hot outrage I shout out Why? Then say "where is Darlene?" I shout again in even greater outrage "Tell me where Tell me where now!"   Sam whispers solemnly and in a ghastly fear of my wrath "the main hospital".
Off I go with my friends following none of them could keep of to me like an evil super power had come over me giving me speed and haste I never before had. Images of distain, love, sadness flow though me in a blur. I am driven by an great insane push driving me to the hospital. I flung open the doors of the hospital breaking one with my new immense evil power. Then I use my powers to throw my voice at such volume I am sure it could be heard for a mile around. With great fear and hesitation in the voices of the staff I am directed to Darlene floor as I go through the doors to where they are keeping Darlene. A very large man grabs me and tells me to calm down I throw him off with my new found dark powers. Then I feel a prick of a needle on my side as some sort of drug fills my blood I suddenly collapse.

I wake up groggy in the hospital surrounded by my friends. They all have smiles on there faces. Why are they all smiling I wonder. Sam walks over and says Darlene is alive!

How is this possible I thought the worse but the medical miracles doctors can do today they regularly bring back the dead. Sam says i could see Darlene in a little while if I want. Of course I want too.

I wipe the tears off my eyes and my shakey legs guide me to see Darlene In complete shock I stand frozen staring at Ze face. The sudden cold reality of what has happened overcomes me Darlene smooth silky hair that covered the beautiful features of Ze face are gone those evil doctors have reversed Darlene transformation I am dum founded how could of this happened? I then explode run towards the first white coat  I see and start yelling what did you do too Darlene face . I feel another prick and end up groggy again in a hospital bed. Sam starts to scold me like my dad used too do telling me to calm the F*** down.  I feel cornucopia of emotions flowing  through me love hate fear anger. After mediating for a while I try to go see Darlene my legs are very heavy, I walk into Ze room The weak timid voice speaks words coming out of Darlene mouth are "Will you love me now?" I am petrified a stone silence fills the room. I eventually answer I will always love you Darlene. I walk out of there with a river of tears streaming from my eyes Sam is sleeping over tonight but how can I sleep to many thoughts running through my mind I am such a complete failure as a friend how could I allow this to happen too Darlene I am such a fraud I say these things but when it comes down to it I am not truly there for a friend in need how did I allow myself to become a complete utter failure oh why?

Comments

Kim says When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn." thanks Kim

Sherry says Place your hand over your heart, can you feel it? That is called purpose. You're alive for a reason so don't ever give up. So true sherry
Zo says simply never never never give up
Terry from heaven says why is there so much violence and abuse in quantum mechanics everything that can happen does happen And it doesn't seem like the universe cares so much about fairness as it does care that all things that can happen--do.

Ariel says life often gives us something that we could hardly imagine it's impossible to go through life unscathed Nor should you want to. It's these downs and that make the ups greater.

Sam said that everyday I am alive the world becomes a better place to live. 

Zo says You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy, can't remember
When I last saw you laughing

If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Well today wasn't my best day. Very not cool. Time to get some sleep and maybe just maybe tommorow will be a better day
Good night all

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