The world the girl saw (a sword art online fanfic)

A painful memory...

My name is Kaori, I'm 15 years old. Normally people my age are outside, with their friends doing fun things. But not me. I spend my time alone. My average day consists of the same tedious routine. I wake up, get dressed, have breakfast, go to school, then I go home. To be honest, that is the last place I want to go after a day at school. My parents are always arguing about something, weather it be about money, work, or even me. I'm a only child, now a days anyway, ever since my younger brother passed away. I was never I good sister to him, there isn't a day goes by that I don't regret not giving him a hug when he was crying over our parents arguments, he didn't talked much. Or even at all, he would lock him sled in his room, and cry until he feel asleep. But the one day he did talk. Was the last time I heard him speak.
Our parents were arguing again, and me and my brother just say there. Suddenly he stood up and shouted, "if you don't stop arguing, I'm going to jump of a bridge!"
He was only 6 and he was saying stuff like that, we all just stood there in shock, then he ran!
I ran after him so did our parents, then he stopped at the bridge near our house. Around this bridge were cherry blossoms, I called out to my brother, he turned his head to me,
"The trees are so beautiful aren't they, they always made me happy because I walk home with you along this very road" then and I saw him mouth the words "I'm sorry Kaori, I love you"
It all happened in slow motion, I watched as he climbed over the edge, and he jumped....
I collapsed to the ground and screamed at my parents, "THIS IS YOUR FAULT!! IF YOU DIDN'T ARGUE ALL THE TIME HE WOULDN'T HAVE JUMPED!" But of course that did nothing.

It's been three years since the accident, and all it did was make them worse. So when I do get home I just lock myself in my room and play online. When I play online I feel like I can be who ever I want to be, with out a care in the world because no one knows the real me. But I never kept any friends from the games I played, I would do what was needed of me with the people I had to work with then leave, because I was to broken, to battered, to heart broken, that no one would like me if they knew the real me. So why bother. I'd just bring sadness into there lives, so that is why I play solo!

One day I got home from school, and I went on my computer and I saw I had a e-mail. As I opened it and read it, I realised exactly what it was! A while back I'd put my name down to be a beta tester for the new VRMMORPG sword art online! And never in a billion years did I think I'd get chosen, but for once in my life a shot of luck came to me.
And thus I started my adventure to the world of sword art online.